❥ youuuuu. ||

heyy!

2010-06-18T01:16:00.003+08:00

hello hello hello! :D :D :D

im just crazyyyy with my assignmentssss so NOW come spam my own bloggg! ohmygodd!

i'm CRAZYY!

T_T

Saying BYE!

2010-02-25T16:12:00.002+08:00

After 5 years of blogging since std 6, I think I have to change..... change new link or change new blog or maybe stop blogging.. This blog is full of memories.. It's full of my happiness, sadness and all kind of funny funny, childish post.

Last time I like to post everything inside my mind, family trip, family problem, friendship problem, love problem.. but now view back will think it is really really childish, how can I be so childish when I was last time.. haha.. But it's a good memories.. At least I can see back or feel back the feeling of last time ;)

Nowadays I already seldom update my blog and it's full of virus, know what kind of virus? My blog will get more than 20comments in this Chinese New Year holidays.. not more than 10 days holidays.. these kind of comments not from friends.. it's from the dirty website.. I'm tired of it..

so my last mind is..

I will closing this blog.. I don't know whether I will moving to a new blog or what.. I don't know yet.. or maybe I wont be blogging anymore.. so miss me ya! =)

BYE TO MY BELOVED BLOG!

I LOVE YOU !

男人最伤女人的几句话

2010-02-03T12:32:00.001+08:00

1.“原来你就没信过我！”

她要是没相信你，会在你背叛她一次又一次之后继续和你在一起吗？！只是你以前给她的伤害太多了，现在她难免有些疑心，多问你几句。别忘了，她也是个女孩！你知道哄外面的女孩开心，就忘了身边的她也需要你的夸赞和惊喜吗？！

2.“我错了，行吗！对不起，行吗！”

谁都知道这句话不过是你在和她赌气，你有没有想过用另一种方式和她交流呢？女孩子难免会无理取闹，但她们绝不是故意的！如果你肯耐心哄好她，等她开心的时候再心平气和的给她讲道理，你们会减少很多次的争吵，她也会为你的做法而感动的。

3.“你真任性！”

当初是谁说过会一直宠着她、让着她的？是谁说过可以包容她的所有缺点？又是谁说过喜欢她任性时的样子？难道你都忘了吗？！既然做不到，为什么要承诺呢？

4.“你答应过我不再提以前的事了，你为什么做不到！”

你还记得你答应过她什么吗？你还记得你兑现了多少吗？你不允许她提你的“过去”，可你想过你的“过去”让她伤到多深吗？你让她承受的时候，她连躲避的机会都没有，现在你让她忘了，她就要逼自己当一切没发生……换作你，你做得到吗？

5.“我现在一点自由的空间都没有！”

她可以为你牺牲很多时间、很多事情，从没有抱怨过什么，为什么你牺牲了一点点就要每天都挂在嘴边呢？！

6.“我钱都没花你身上，行吧！”

你为他花的每一笔钱都要让她清清楚楚的记在心里，时时刻刻的充满感激吗？！如果你真的爱她，就不会和她这样计较金钱了！

7.“我下班不管多累，都得去找你，你还不知足！”

你去找她只是因为她想见你吗？你就对她丝毫的想念都没有？！见面完全是为了满足她的愿望？！那你们的爱情还真独特……

8.“你自己也找点事做，别总想着和我一起呆着！”

原来你已经不喜欢和她在一起了、已经烦她了！你看到她的心在流泪了吗？她不是没人陪、没事做，只是她的爱还没有变，而且还天真的以为你仍然像以前那样爱她！

♥ him . miss him.

2010-01-08T21:46:00.006+08:00

I had a very happy and surprise birthday celebration with my beloved friends. Thanks to my babe, he thought of many surprise that can make me happy on my birthday but he scared he will fail the surprise.

But lasty he gave me a wonderful day, thank you babe =)

I will post about it, post about my birthday celebration but not now, because I feel so down now =( I'm crazy, I don't know what happen, I don't know how come suddenly I get unhappy.

I miss Koo Kah Wei. I miss him so badly! I hate the feeling that when I need him that time I cant find him, cant talk to him, sms also cant. It makes me feel so hard. I know he will only work for 4days per week, but the 4days I wanna chat with him also cant and when he is off day on that day, then it's my turn to work.

I hardly can go out, so it's no hope for me.

Babe..

我很想你！

i love you ♥

Interview Day

2010-01-05T17:15:00.002+08:00

Last month my dad told me he already have enough worker for outlet and office so he asked me if I don't want to start my study on January then I have to find job for myself. He said or ask me to learn others things, to get more experience and not like others always go out shopping or yum cha. He said he just want me to be good.

At first he found a school in China - Shang Hai for me. I can go there try about 3 months, if I pass the exam then I can continue my study there. If I couldn't pass the exam then I have to come back KL to continue my study.

I got think about it. At first I think it is a good chance for me to study oversea, living there without family, can make more friends there etc. But after few weeks, I think I better stay here. Since daddy said his business is having problem, housemaid run away from house, the certificate over there isn't good enough compare to other country and if I go there I'm not 100% or 80% that I can pass the exam, so I stay here, better don't waste daddy money.

Right?

I will start my school life on March ;)

I went for interview yesterday. I went few kindergarten in my house area to look around and ask for job, I went one by one, but many said they have enough teacher. Lastly I found one near pasar, the teacher who interview me laugh at me. Thanks to my parents.. know what she laugh?She said : Em.. Where do you stay? If you come here for work, you wanna drive your mercedes here?

T___T

arghhh because of my car! I told her honestly that normally I help my dad work but now enough worker already so I only come for interview somemore I always work in the shopping mall so now I hope I can learn others job, can get more experience from others. I told her I will ask my mum drive me if I working there, and I explained to her why am I driving this car........ Haih.. Long long story.....

My interview is good, she asked me today can start working, 7.30am till 11.30am RM400+ per month, if 7.30am till 6.00pm RM550 per month. I am interesting on it because I really want to work and learn other job, I never think how much is the salary then I said I will give her a call at night. I already told myself I want to work.

BUT!

When I'm driving home, my mum called me and said that our maid run away from the office, she want me to rush back home to see whether she got go back home to pack her stuff anot. When I reach home I saw nothing wrong so I went around the house area to find my maid. I wanna find her out because she is the only maid that I choose and also the only one that run away from us T_T

I scared people will complain because I choosed her as my housemaid, the previous maids also mum choose, now, first time I choosed, first time run away. ... my aunties talked about this today when I reach office in the morning. See! I know sure got people complain about this wan x(

Now I have to do housework, and daddy said later will got fair in nichii office so I have to be there. Sound like I got job already and my aunties laugh at me, they said the salary is low, they can give me RM600 to come office help daddy do office work.

Alaaaa... I let people laugh again.. At night mum told daddy about it and guess what he said? He said my house area guard can get a better salary than a kindergarten teacher. laugh laugh laugh.. Mum ask me to be guard..!

Okay, now I work in office, be mum's maid, if everyone need me then I will work for them, if no one call me then I can sit down play laptop XD such a good job right? But after yee back to school then I have to replace her job already.

Oh ya.. No need worry about Ng Yong Yee! She is fine fine, good good! Haha.. I always complain to mum, I said if people cannot see the operation scar, no one will believe she just took operation last wednesday. She can eat well, sleep well, scold well, complain well, jokking well, all also well! haha.. She talk so much! So noisy T__T

Bored

2010-01-02T21:48:00.002+08:00

I MISS YOU SO BADLY =[

2009-12-24T22:25:00.000+08:00

I don't want argue

2009-12-17T12:54:00.003+08:00

I argue with my sister again, yes again. I know it is normal for us, cause we are sister, we growing in the same family, we living in the same house, sleeping in the same room. I don't want to argue, yes, maybe it is my problem, because I don't know how to think.

As mum said, I am going 18 and now my brain just like 8years old.

I try to control myself not to argue, just don't think cause she is my sister, maybe she just unhappy. But not only one day or two days, it became everytime. Everytime she talk to me also bringing needle, maybe others don't think about it but I really sad and hurt.

I like my bro and sis back to home cause finally we can be one family together. Of course I am happy but sometimes it made me feel jealous because she will only think she is better with my sis and not to me, so everytime when sister came back, she like throw me aside cause not need me already. It really hurt me much.

Yes, it is my problem not her, cause I think too much, but I already tried my best not to think, yet I still cried because of this.

Every words she talked to me also bring needle. I feel sad and hurt.

Don't care me, just leave me aside, I beg after I cried I will feel better x)

make a wish

2009-11-19T18:27:00.001+08:00

*************************

babe, can you please help me? =(

Fall For You...

2009-11-15T13:51:00.000+08:00

Best thing about tonight's that we’re not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don’t think that I am trying......
I know you’re wearing thin down to the core..

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that i will fall for you
Over again
Don’t make me change my mind
Or I won’t live to see another day
I swear its true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You’re impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed
But I have loved you from the start

Oh, But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don’t make me change my mind
Or I won’t live to see another day
I swear it’s true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It’s impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I’m yours to keep
Find More lyrics at www.sweetslyrics.com
And hold onto your words
‘Cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When you’re asleep

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don’t make me change my mind
Or I won’t live to see another day
I swear it’s true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find

Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don’t make me change my mind
Or I won’t live to see another day
I swear it’s true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You’re impossible to find

Good Morning x)

2009-10-20T04:32:00.003+08:00

Hey! Good morning everyone =)

I'm so unhealthy today.. know why? I wake up at 3.20am for no reason.. no exam today and I don't know how come I wake up so early!!!! Arghhh.. I want sweet dream.. I want to sleep..

Luckily I'm not going to school later, so I can sleep when I feel sleepy.. x)

Okay, I get complained from my 10+years friend, he complained about my blog, he said my blog not sad then always scold people T_T ohh.. really? hahaha.. sorry..

Many people asking who is the she in my previous post, but I didn't tell cause I already said I don't want to create any problem again.. I want to a good gal.. baby.. right? hahaha emm.. sorry my friend, I just want to be good so just support me. yup? not to tell xp

I went The Garden last friday to celebrate Olivia's birthday but I am lazy to blog about it.. Give me sometime to cure my laziness.. Okay? You can view it from Oliva's blog or Kyean's blog =)

Happy Belated Birthday Olivia
Happy Belated Birthday Kah Seng

Happy Birthday Kinn Kinn (My Special Friend) 21/10
Happy Birthday Jac Loke (My ......... Friend) 22/10

da da!

I think...... I'm hungry.. but I'm taking breakfast with my friends later about 7something.. Arghhh.. k la.. I think I will facebook then only face the book..

I'm not happy

2009-10-17T23:48:00.002+08:00

How can she do thing without using her brain? Can she just think about others? I know it's non of my business at all but I don't like her! wth...

I wanna cry for this.. I don't like her cause of how she treat me.. I don't like her cause of she doesn't ask about others and do whatever business she want.. she will only think about herself and didn't think about others..

I don't feel like going.. I don't feel happy at all.. Fine.. no one care.. I should know..

I don't wanna make any problem for this.. I don't wanna make any problem again.. for anyone.. I don't want.. No more.. Stop!

So I will shut up my fu*king noisy mouth..

I don't want he or she headache of this.. Arghhhh.. Don't ask me who is he or she.. Many she is inside and I dont wanna tell YOU!

I shouldn't like this.. I know.. I understand.. give me time.. very fast..

The boyfriend every girl would want

2009-10-10T15:04:00.000+08:00

When you break her heart - [ the pain NEVER really goes away ]
When she misses you - [ she's hurting inside ]
When she says its over - [ she STILL wants you to be hers ]
When she re-posts this bulletin - [ she wants you to read it ]
When she walks away from you mad - [ Follow her]
When she stare's at your mouth - [ Kiss her ]
When she pushes you or hit's you - [ Grab her and don’t let go ]
When she starts cursing at you - [ Kiss her and tell her you love her ]
When she ignores you - [ Give her your attention]
When she pulls away - [ Pull her back ]
When you see her at her worst - [ Tell her she's beautiful ]
When you see her start crying - [Just hold her and don’t say a word ]
When you see her walking - [ Sneak up and hug her waist from behind ]
When she's scared - [ Protect her ]
When she lays her head on your shoulder - [ Tilt her head up and kiss her ]
When she steals your favorite hat - [ Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night]
When she teases you - [ Tease her back and make her laugh ]
When she doesn’t answer for a long time - [ reassure her that everything is okay ]
When she looks at you with doubt - [ Back yourself up with the TRUTH]
When she says that she likes you - [ she really does more than you could understand ]
When she grabs at your hands - [ Hold hers and play with her fingers ]
When she bumps into you - [ bump into her back and make her laugh ]
When she tells you a secret - [ keep it safe and untold ]
When she looks at you in your eyes - [ don’t look away until she does ]

- Stay on the phone with her even if she’s not saying anything
- DON'T let her have the last word
- DON'T call her hot, but gorgeous or beautiful is soo much better
- Say you love her more than she could ever love you
- Argue that she is the best girl ever
- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go
- When she says she's OK don’t believe it, talk with her
- because 10 yrs later she'll remember you
- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her
- Call her before you sleep and after you wake up
- Treat her like she's all that matters to you
- Tease her and let her tease you back
- Stay up all night with her when she's sick
- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its stupid
- Give her the world
- Let her wear your clothes
- When she's bored and sad, hang out with her
- Let her know she's important
- Kiss her in the pouring rain
- When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is;
"Who's ass am I kicking today baby?"

=)

Tagged by Ms Jou

2009-10-10T14:02:00.003+08:00

遊戲規則:
1.被點名的人在我空間將這篇文章轉載到自己空間中，然後在編輯，刪去我的答案，要在自己的Q空間裡寫下自己的答案，然後傳給其他人，列出個需要回答問題的人的名字，通知對方被點名了，被點名者不得拒絕回答問題，完成遊戲的人將會永遠得到大家的祝福。
2 .這個人要在自己的Q空間裡註明是從哪裡接到問題的，並且再想一個題目傳給其他個人，讓幸福的遊戲繼續下去
3 .不能回傳，否則犯規!
4 .被點到名字的人將得到大家的祝福，並且所有的美麗願望都會在不久後實現。
5.請點10個朋友, 不准不點，點完後請通知那10個老朋友他們被點！

★ PART 1
Q01.你的大名?→ 黄咏恩 Ng Yong Enn
Q02.你認為什麼才算是真正幸福? 没有烦恼，过的开心，快乐..
Q03.你們覺得友情重要還是愛情重要，為什麼? → 两个都很重要，就是重要..
Q04.你相信天長地久嗎?→ 一时一时..
Q05.你現在過得快樂麼?→ 还好..
Q06.如果有秘密，你真的會做到坦白的告訴對方嗎?→ 会！
Q07.喜歡小Baby嗎?→ 不喜欢爱哭的..
Q08.覺得友情是永遠的麼?→ 是的
Q09.希望自己多大結婚?→ 25 - 30 之间..
Q10.你會為她做自己從來不會做的事情?→ 哦.. 看看吧
Q11.你覺得女生捲髮好還是直發好?→ 看她适合捲髮還是直發..
Q12.最想去哪裡旅遊?→ 跟他一起去的地方我都喜欢..
Q13.一輩子都不會忘記的事?→ 跟公公一起..
Q14.如果愛一個人，是不是要拼命挽回她?→ 不是..
Q15.看到天空你想起的第一個人是誰?→ 我的大笨蛋
Q16.你會愛他一輩子麼?→ 应该吧..
Q17.喜歡你的人和你喜歡的人，你會選哪個?→ 爱我和我爱的人..
Q18.你會以何種方式表現你對他（她）的愛?→ 哦.. 不知道..
Q19.如果看到自己最愛的人熟睡在你面前你會做什麼?抱著他?→ 做弄他..
Q20.如果你想痛扁一個人，你希望那個人是?→ 想罢了.. 都不敢的..
Q21.你會後悔過自己的決定嗎?→ 有时候
Q22.現在最迷什麼?→ 迷恋他..
Q23.你是好孩子嗎?→ 不算吧..
Q24.覺得愛情和麵包哪個重要?→ 两个都重要..
Q25.如果你失戀了你會怎麼樣?→ 哭饱它.. 哭到饱了就会忘记他..
Q26.如果你的BF（GF）經常不回家的話，你會怎樣?→ 称赞他乖 =)
Q27.现在给你勇气，你最想做些什么事?→ 做那些我想做的事..

★ PART 2
Q01.是誰傳給你這份問卷的?→ Jou Jou 范嘉恩
Q02.你們認識多久呢?→ 两年了..
Q03.她對你來說重要嗎?→ 我對她來說重要嗎?
Q04.你與她的關係是?→ 同学
Q05.請問她的興趣是?→ 拍照吧..
Q06.你覺得她的個性如何?→ 开朗..
Q07.她在你心目中是幾分?→ 99%
Q08.睡覺前第一件事?開風扇?喝水?→ 跟大笨蛋说晚安..
Q09.你的偶像?→ 娥.. 歌好听就可以了..
Q10.你喜歡的季節?→ 跟他一起度过就喜欢..
Q11.你打工麼?→ 有啊..
Q12.打工次數?→ 算不完..
Q13.你想去的國家?→ 英国，可以找哥哥姐姐..
Q14.你討厭什麼樣的個性?→ 假假的人，不用真心去对待人的人..
Q15.你會抽煙麼?→ 不会
Q16.你會喝酒麼?→ 会学
Q17.你常哭麼?→ 我很爱哭, 是个爱哭鬼..
Q18.你常笑麼?→ 有啊.. 开心就笑啊..
Q19.你喜歡去哪玩?→ 可以跟他去的地方
Q20.去玩時喜歡自己一個人去麼?→ 我很害怕孤单
Q21.是假日時你都睡到幾點?→ 睡到想起床的时候..
Q22.今天的天氣是?→ 晴天
Q23.你們知道最遠的距離是什麽嗎?→ 当他不在时..

★ PART 3
Q1.我的BGM好听么?→ 什么来的?
Q2.你的皮包里有什么说说吧?→ 有应该有的东西
Q3.你生命中最重要的人是?→ 家人
Q4.啥东西是你喜欢吃的呀?→ 好吃的东西
Q5.现在有喜欢的人吗?→ 有！
Q6.你還喜歡他(她)嗎?→ 我爱他！
Q7.你觉得我坏吗?→ 你吗?

生日快乐

2009-10-06T18:37:00.002+08:00

在英国过的好吗? 有想我们吗? 今年的生日过的怎样? 跟朋友玩的开心吧? 哈哈.. 一定是跟我们一起过生日比交开心 xp

我正在忙着我的预考, 意明天要开始考PMR了, 我们都在忙着考试.

阿啦.... 我不知道要写什么了啦.. 就写到这吧..

祝

生日快乐

心想事成

要过的幸福快乐哦!

恩妹

bla bla bla..

2009-09-01T18:34:00.005+08:00

I feel better now x) no more vomit but still got a bit gastric and stomach pain. Don't know what's wrong with me yet. Mum and boi also scolded me the same thing, "Dai sei lah, diet until gastric.." :( why lah.. why they wont pity me? I vomited le. can't sleep for few days.

If eat wrong thing wont pain until today right? Dai lou also can run can jump can fly already. He is flying to Shang Hai to enjoy his holidays. lol. forgot to ask for souvenir timmm but I guess he will buy for us since he love us so much xD haha eii dai lou.. please buy souvenir for me..

My phone no credit since last night, I asked boi buy for me but he said don't want cause if phone got credit then I wont sleep early :( so sadd larrr. no one wanna buy for me. I wanna drive out but today whole day also mummy fetch me, she want to use car so fetch us to school and back home, fetch us to tuition those.. I cant go out buy reload.

When my dad gonna give back me the previous number? previous sim card? so people can find me and I wont always complain for no credit, need to reload.

Ahhhh baaaa... Can you give back me the number? :(

ohh yaa..

Happy One Month Anniversary to my da ben dan dear! Xp

ahaha, i remember I showed him this video..

女：「從現在開始，你只許疼我一個人，寵我，不能騙我，答應我的每件事都要做到，對我講的每句話都要真心，不許欺負我、罵我，要相信我。別人欺負我，你要第一時間出來幫我；我開心，你要陪我開心；我不開心，你要哄我開心；永遠覺得我最漂亮；夢裏要夢到我；在你心裏只有我。」

男：「從現在開始，我只疼妳一個，寵妳，不會騙你。答應妳的每一件事情，我都會做到；對妳講的每一句話，都是真話。不氣妳，不罵妳，相信妳。有人欺負妳，我會第一時間出來幫你。妳開心的時候，我會陪著妳開心；妳不開心，我也會哄得妳開心。永遠，都覺得妳最漂亮；做夢，都會夢見妳；在我心裡，只有妳。」

Okay this videos is steal from my sister's blog. haha. since I found it's meaningful so I showed them to my boi and boi replied "harrr?"

=_________=

nevermind lar..

He will see if he treat me bad and don't appreciate me! haha.. look at my Blog picture.. so nice horrr? hahahahhaa XP

I will gek sei you! =p =p =p

hehe

I just back from tuition and now need to do my tuition work x( tomorrow science tuition, so many homework haven't do! arghhh help me do?

I'm still so lazy, how arhhh? Already September.. no more 100 days for me to count down for my SPM.. arghhhhhhh kill me pleaseeee!

How come my sister can study everyday for her SPM arh? How come I can't arh? kk.. i should go now..

Tuesday..

2009-08-26T00:34:00.006+08:00

I feel gastric now, feeling pain, feeling down, feeling crying, feeling screaming and feeling tired. Anyone can help me from this? ):

I woke up at 6something these few days, for no reason. Saturday, Sunday and Monday.. why I cant enjoy my holidays to sleep until afternoon? Arghhh.. But I have to wake up at 6something start from today.. no holidays..

Cause my aunt leaved my cousin bro here so we have to take care of him.. I have to call him wake up at 6.30am. wait until 7something see him get into car then only turn back to bed.. But 9something have to wake up again..

I met my darling girlfriends today, enjoyed with them.. We met at Leisure Mall Sushi King at 1something, after sushi we walk around the mall then we went nearing leisure mail to buy cheese to make Tiramisu.

But the cheese is selling expensive than normally I bought, somemore there only leave one last cheese so it isn't enough for us. Because of this, we changed place to buy the cheese and also changed place to make Tiramisu.

I fetch them to nearing my house that shop to bought cheese then brought them to my house. We make a lot of fun. Because a noisy girl joined us. We gave her a new name today, named frog.. hahaha and Pui Mun named Princess cause she looks like a princess,

After we made the cake, my darling girlfriends hang around my house, playing with my stuff and joking around.. ohhh and gossip about others. haha. Every girls will do this ;)

Around 6pm we went nearing Leisure Mall to had our dinner.. thanks wayee for the dinner x) haha.. At first we just playing with her, we asked her to help us pay, but lastly she really don't take back the money from us..

Around 7pm I have to fetch them home, stopped at wayee's house, went her house hang around then fetch Yew's home, her house very dangerous cause it's dark.. oh i mean the road, the place.. after Yew we fetch Pui Mun home. Next time Pui Mun will be the driver to fetch 4 of us out xp

Lastly is Jac's house, I don't know how to come out from her house, so she showed me how to go her house, we stopped outside her house then she taught me how to go out from her house and then we turned back to her house again, thanks for this smart girl I only know how to go back.
(my dear, I know how to go ur house and I know how to go back home from ur house dy :)

I was late to Andy's house to take tuition cause my driving skill too pro already, somemore traffic jam.. and the girls house......... need to go up and down..

After tuition, Phui Cheng called me, she said tomorrow tuition changed to 3pm.. so I can't go out with the friends tomorrow.. Arghhh.. I think so long where to go, which place should I choose.. but lastly i choosed to go tuition..

Cause I already went out two days, felt tired dy, somemore aunt asked me to fetch cousin bro from school and fetch him to tuition those but those jobs I leaved it to my bro. think back he never scold me very good dy, I know he still hang out with friends until midnight only come back but afternoon he has to take care of sisters somemore need to help dad work.

I think I should stay at home to help him, somemore tomorrow need to fetch her to see doctor, girl today suddenly said pain, look like wanna cry dy when i saw her face, so.... i think i should take care of her.

But I still feel down for cant hang out with them.. x(

You know the words "矛盾"?

I'm in this feeling now..

AAAAAarghhh!!! i feel like screaming now..

I feel so tired..

anyone can hear my heart?

boi,

i miss you so badly :(

can you hear me?!

=(

2009-08-23T17:16:00.006+08:00

Yesterday after we took our lunch i fetch her and mum to hospital. Mum asked me to drive the car to other place first, she scared the doctor already went home, so i parked my car near the hospital and wait for mum call.

Very fast I waited for one hour, after one hour mum only call me. She said i still have to wait, cause the doctor have to check properly, need to take her blood, X-ray and etc etc etc. Mum asked me to stop my car engine and go into the hospital so i wont be waiting alone, but it was raining heavy so i told her is okay, i can wait for them inside the car.

The rain very fast stopped and suddenly I saw someone standing beside my car, I turned back and see, is a man standing there, then i turned back in front. I saw from my side mirror, THE MAN IS PEEING FACING MY SIDE MIRROR!!! what the hell, can't he just look for toilet to do his business? how come he doesn't know someone is inside the car? He can't feel my car engine is still working? ohh my goddddd.. my 17years first time saw this.. what the f*.. why he has to facing my side mirror? Why I will saw this kind of thing?!!

Arghhhhhh I faster hide and used my pillow to cover my face.. oh my god... I cant stand on this kind of people.. arghhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Okay.. I will forget this stupid thing immediately..

I hate ittttttt!!!!!!!!!

After my mum and her get into car.. my mum told me she(her) has to take operation, it's a serious operation which need to take 3 or 4 hours to take off the thing on her neck.. After the operation her neck will got a long scar..

But doctor is checking so what can we do now is to wait for the report, if the thing on her neck is bad then she has to take operation immediately, if the thing is good, she also has to take operation just it can wait longer..

Mum told this to dad and dad doesn't believe the doctor, he said wanna bring her to other hospital check first, make sure the thing on her neck really a serious case. I know it's good choice for bringing her for check up again, but dad and mum like wanna argue cause about this.

Mum believe what the doctor said and dad scared the doctor just wanna earn money so simply said need to take operation.

I told mum maybe is a good choice for bringing her to see other doctor. How if later after operation we only know we wasted money? Some more we should know she still young, a little gal need to face so big problem, the scar will following her forever.

So lastly parents said will bring her for another check up, but just now the little gal suddenly cried. She cried in front of me, she told me she very sad, very scared, she scared after she took the operation she cant see me, cant see the family. She doesn't want to take operation, she doesn't want to do another check up cause the doctor will take her blood for blood test and take injection, take the thing from her neck to test.. she said yesterday she took more than 4 injection, she felt so pain, until today her hand still pain.

She cried.. scream on me and tell me about her pain..

My tears follow dropped.. I can't do anything.. I can only ask her stop crying, ask her no need worry, and hug her for letting her feeling better..

:(

My dear gal, be STRONG! okay?

A scary phone call.

2009-08-17T21:21:00.005+08:00

After school I stay at home sleeping, because I woke up at 4am this morning, thanks to my sister who are taking her trail exam this week, she said she want to wake up at 4am to do her revision, but end up I'm the one who woke up because of the stupid alarm clock! T.T

I am having my sweet dream after I took my shower and dried my hair. House phone ring, and it broke my sweet dream, it was so noisy but the sisters are lazy to pick up, so I have to force myself to pick up the phone.

It's mum, and she asked:

"Where are you?!! What are you doing?!!" (sounds laughing =.=")
"At home lar, lol, I'm sleeping."
"Ohhh. All(me and my sisters) at home right?"
"Yeaaa. All here.. Anything bor?!"
"Ur uncle called me just now and he said aMa(my grandma) get a scary phone call........................"

OKay.. I already heard this story last few weeks from my aunt, they said nowadays many fake call in Klang, means many people get called from some swindler and told them their child is with them, they kidnapped the child, they need money......

But the aunties were smart, they know how to call the school to check for their child safeness first.

This news is passing around the whole Klang. My aunties and uncles were worried about us because we stay in KL, they think it's more dangerous so they told us about this when they get the news from the people.

This afternoon my aMa heard phone ring and she pick up the phone. A fella called and keep saying ur child is with me! ur child is with me! and the fella showed her a child crying sound. This call scared my aMa. She faster ask my aunt to listen the phone, when my aunt get the phone, the fella said the same thing again.

He said the child is with him and they need money, the child who is inside the phone cried until so pity. My grandma so scared and heard from mum that grandma scared until the face look pale :(

Somemore we are our grandma babies. She love us very much and she is worrying us all the time. After she get the call, she faster told my uncle and asked uncle to check for our safeness.

Here to inform you guys please becareful and don't simply trust the stupid phone call =D

黄家4千金

2009-08-16T14:26:00.006+08:00

❥ sisterssss

when the sisters met the fish~ ♥

yong tze ; yong enn ; yong yee ; yong sin

Isn't it cute? Oh, i mean the eggs. haha. I found it from my sister facebook. She posted it =D

Me and my story of my phone

2009-08-16T00:53:00.005+08:00

dang dang dang dang.. This is me, how long you didn't see me? X( I had changed my spec and hairstyle.. I know my hairstyle doesn't match with my stupid round fat face =______= but is okay, very fast i will comb back it to my right side..

And here to tell those who don't know about my story..

I dropped my handphone into Ampang Point toilet bowl! I won't go to this mail anymore. I hate that place. It's my first time went there and also gonna be my last time. I hate that place very much! It gave me a sad memory, I cried like hell when I reach home. I cried for few hours :'(

Arghhhhhhh.. I guess no one understand my feeling. I'm looking at my handphone turning down to the toilet bowl. I trying to catch it but I couldn't get it back.

Enough.. don't make me cry again..

I know I am careless and stupid enough! When I was young, I dropped my spec into the toilet bowl, and now the history happened again, just it changed to more expensive stuff. My dad said I am so rich, I throw my thousand ringgit phone into the water. Arghhh he never scold me but it made me feel so ........... I don't know how to explain how does it feel.

The phone is my dad bought for my mum, and my mum said she doesn't know how to use it so it became mine, but now my dad doesn't want to get me a new phone. He said if I get 3A's in my trail then he only buy me a new phone. If not I have to buy a new phone myself.

Now my dad gave me a china phone which he bought from china. This phone is good enough, it can watch tv! hahahahhaha but I want back my phone..

My dad already cancel my old number.. 012XXX0129. I want back this number but my dad said last time my phone bil was expensive so he had to cancel it :( I think I will talk to him after I get my 3A's. I want this number because 129 is my car number =D

I want I want I want it backkkkkkkkk!

Pray for me pleaseeee..

I'm using another number now, I never give it to my many people. I only gave to few people who will find me and need my number. Here to inform people, please don't waste ur credit to call my old number, you can't find me.

Get my new number from me if you need it =D

Anything you can call to my house or call to my sister phone to look for me, but I think no one will find me. hahahaha it's true maaa. T_T

Haihhh. I'm so lazy and boring! My boi went to friend's birthday party and now he is enjoying his movie at the cinema. I know it's a good time for me to study now, to do my revision, but I am so lazy X( I know no one can help me and only me can help myself.

I know I know I know..

OK.. I should force myself to face the book now..

Wish me luck ;)

She is alright.

2009-08-13T17:05:00.005+08:00

My babie girl look better today, I saw her smiling face and she made joke with me. I feel better now because she look better :)

I don't know whether she is reading my blog anot. But I just hope she know that I'm really worrying about her. I want her to be happy and to be strong. Her trail exam is next week, girl, remember study smart. Get good result and I will bring you for ....... anything you want but make sure the place I can bring you there. Okay?

My babie girl look great now but my babie boy look weak =( He get flu and fever. I don't know what to do and also don't know how to take care of him. I think I can only ask him take medicine, and rest more, that's all I can do for him :(

Haha, he sure disappointed on me =___=

Okay, I got to go now. I hope everything will be alright.

Surprise?

2009-08-12T17:18:00.004+08:00

Are you surprise for seeing me here? haha, yea, i'm back! because a feeling of suddenly let me feel like blogging =D

Time is flying, so fast, few months already gone and many things happened during this few months. My darling sister came back for holidays and went back to UK already, I miss the time when few of us gossip in her room, playing with her lap top and disturb her with her BF.

I miss her.

When anything happened on us, she will talk to us and telling us what to do, teach us to be strong. The most important thing is, she will scold me and ask me to study! Always remind me that my exam is around the corner.

Actually i need her help now, our babie girl is still crying, i don't know what happen to her, i'm worrying about her, but she doesn't want to tell me what happen. Yesterday she asked me to bring her for ice-cream, when i receive the message, i already know she is not in a good mood, but i didn't bring her for ice-cream because i don't have money to bring her there and i don't think so i know how to parking at the place >< pai seh

haha

okay, jie... please find her and chat with her, i know ur neck very pain but i can't cure you because i have no idea how to help you. I can only help you tell mum that you hurt ur neck and ask her how to help you :)

take care!

To my babie girl,
please don't be sad, okay? just promise me.. please be strong, just forget those who don't love you, don't know how to appreciate you, forget about him. You can get a better one and don't think about him anymore, try love and care about those who are caring and loving you.
=D

Smile more so the good things will flying to you.

Be strong!!!!!!!

and here to tell you.. I LOVE YOU..

hello!

2009-05-14T12:55:00.002+08:00

Hello everyone! long time no see! Sorry.. I'm busy and also lazy to update my blog so i will stop it for few months i think. I will continue update my blog when I'm free or feeling like blog =)

Take care everyone! ^^

Miho!

2009-02-23T21:13:00.003+08:00

(miho and enn @ Sunway nichii)

I miss you :)

Take Care!

Nick Vujicic

2009-02-18T19:49:00.002+08:00

Take your time to watch it :)

Thanks Mun Hong for showing me these videos (:

Happy Birthday to Yee

2009-02-17T22:32:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday to My Dearest Sister

NG YONG YEE!

lol. I should wish you early, hahaha, cause i think you're not happy with you birthday(today). Don't be sad, I'm wishing now! Wish you all your dreams come true (:

I Love You More Than Alex Lum! hahahahhaa

Appreciate

2009-02-17T22:11:00.002+08:00

I'm regret that I never appreciate her when she is around me. haha. I like to fight with her last time. Now I wanna let her scold also no chance :(

I MISS HER!!!!!

=(

2009-02-13T21:58:00.002+08:00

其实我很伤心! 我很想大喊大叫的讲出我的心, 我很想大哭大闹的发泄..

I'm sad. I'm down.

真心..

2009-02-13T21:21:00.002+08:00

我会用我的真心去对代每一个人.

妈妈时常告诉我, 不要去理人家说你什么, 记得做好你自己就够了. 还要记得, 每当有人对你有偏见时, 千千万万要记得不可以因为人家对你有偏见, 你就对人有偏见. 爱或恨某人都是有理由的, 当你想讨厌某人时, 请想一想自己是否好过其他人.

我并没有说自己好过某人, 但是我会牢牢的把妈的话记在脑海里, 我要做个讲理的人!

子有懂我的人知道我是个怎样的人. 请用你自己的真心去看看你周围的人, 不要因为那些不讲理的人而改变理你对其他人的看法.

懒人一个!

2009-02-10T23:38:00.001+08:00

我正在做功课, 但是请您看看现在几点了...

啊... 我好累! 好懒啊! 救救我呀!

我不想做华语作文! 我不想做科学! 我不想做数学!

其实是我不会做. 懒.. 懒.. 懒.. 成绩退得比体重快! 阿理路呀..

我该怎么样好呢?

Japan Exchange Programme

2009-02-05T21:10:00.000+08:00

aMa's birthday

2009-02-03T20:33:00.005+08:00

23-01-2009 (Friday)

I skipped my basketball training and rush back home. After I took my shower, my dad already waiting us at downstairs.

It's my aMa's birthday! Everyone changed to nicer clothes and rush to aMa's house. know what? My dad scared will traffic jam and scared will late to the.. gathering, but dim zhi we reached aMa's house at 5pm T_T!

SO EARLY! LOL

Auntie still working, the kids still studying. I also don't know how come we need to rush back, end up we still need to wait for them.

My mum was bored so she decided to go salon to wait the time past, and we followed her there to fat hao. haha. We spend 2 hours in the salon =.=!

About 7something, everyone gathering at aMa's house and uncle be the head to show us the way to the hotel. This time we help aMa's celebrate in the hotel and not at home, cause nobody willing to clean up after the party.

The funniest thing is, my aunt don't let us buy cake for our aMa. I don't know what kind of rule is this, they sad her age cannot buy cake for her! no cake called help aMa celebrate birthday. lol. end up i think is family gathering.

This is a party that no cake for the birthday aMa, haha, nevermind lah, at least we enjoy the party.

:)

Left is my aMa and Right is my aMa's best friend

Me and her, am I look like her?

or HIM?

OR her?

I don't think so I look like my ~~mum~~ sis, haha, cause everyone said she IS PRETTIER than me!

We aren't sisters. ahaha

my uncle and his girlfriend Mandy
my cousin sis and her husband

cousinssss
She is my aunt and also my second mum, haha

She still single! She work until forget she already 30something, lol.

any guy wanna be my uncle or second daddy? haha

Let you see how big is the NG's family.

He's here! haha Jia Hao.
Jie and Dai Lou! he is so cute! cuter! hahaha, he know how to call people dy, he kissed me and said bye bye to me. lol i think you guys miss him. haha.

He will pull his aMa clothes and ask his aMa go back home. so cute!

lalalala.. i learnt from this uncle........
Is him! lol.

it's different fish.
my cousin brother kissed my grandma and said happy birthday.

so sweet! haha

*yammmmmmm*

my sweety cousin brother.

this one is di di..

and this is goh goh. they're twins.

this also my cousin brother,

he likes to kacau me!

our uncles aunties like to laugh at both of us.

I don't know how come his size suddenly like king kong.

after i came back from Penang.

only few months he taller than me.

him also! lol!

he play basketball day to night.

haha

dang dang dang!

the NG's Family!

We are not wu, we're huang.

PENANGGGG!

2009-01-27T02:19:00.001+08:00

I'm going Penang tomorrow with my family!

3 days 2 nights! X)

Miss yaaa!

新年快乐!!!

2009-01-25T11:14:00.002+08:00

HAPPY

牛

YEAR!

I Miss You.

2009-01-21T20:15:00.002+08:00

Dear Jean(高晓君),

I feel like hugging you and Demi. I want to cry in front of you gals, cry until my eyes no more tears. I miss you gals so much!

I felt so touching when you msg me those words. Although already got people told me the same thing, they gave me the same opinion as you gave me, but yours will made my eyes full of tears, not need 1 min I feel like crying. haha.

I felt so happy you knew that was me who sent you snail mail. LOL. I think I should thanks the postman. It made me feel happier when you asking is it I sent you snail mail, it's mean I'm still inside your heart and you still remember me!

Last Sunday I clean my room and I read back all the letters, I think more than 60% letters is from you. I miss your Mandarin Joke! I miss your handwritting! hahaha, cause you write mandarin words very cute XD

LALALALALA.. thanks for being my friend! I really really happy that I can met you in my life. Thanks god for letting me knew you and let us became best friend for so many years, I knew we seldom contact each other dy, but my heart will always got you. Take care my dear! I will see you soon (:

Enn

黄咏恩

_________________

Betweennnn NG YONG TZE! don't be sad! We will support you forever! We knew you already tried your best, so just relaxxxxxxx.

screammmm

2009-01-19T23:06:00.002+08:00

ARGGGGG! I WANNA CRY! :'(

My skin! my skin! my skin! I cried in front of my mum, cause I don't want this skin. Next week chinese new year dy, I want leng leng skin!

My mum told me nowadays her skin same as mine red in colour, she told me her skin look worst than mine :(

I AM HER DAUGHTER!

Sorry!

2009-01-17T16:41:00.004+08:00

I went Penang more than a month and my inbox got 200++ mails, not included friendster mails. I am lazy to sit down in front the computer and check one by one and I'm busy too. But just now I fly one page to another page and I saw a mail from "NG YONG XING" and the subject is "Happy Birthday" guess what he gave me? hahaha

It's cute! I like it XD

But I'm sorry that now I only saw the mail, thanks dai lou! :)

and sorry to others who sent me e-mail and I still haven't reply your e-mail, I'm sorry~

Happy Birthday Dai Lou!

2009-01-12T22:06:00.002+08:00

Ah Goh!!!! SHEN RE KUAI LEEEEEE!!!! XD

I don't know what's your UK phone numbers, you didn't give me, and I also didn't ask, so I'm so sorry that I can't call you to wish you Happy Birthday. But I hope you got my wishes from here.

Wish you get taller, get thinner, get more leng zhai, get smarter, get more leng lui chase, get more cute, get more...... don't know dy. haha. Wish you all your dreams come true!

haha.

Goh, we seldom take picture together le,

should take more XD

I love this picture!

Miss ussss!
Miss usssss

Miss uss ohhhhhhh!

Capricorn (Dec 22 - Jan 19)

2009-01-11T14:37:00.001+08:00

The new person you're interested in -- are they truly deserving of your admiration?

In Detail
You usually have good judgment when it comes to getting to know people, but it might be a little bit clouded right now. This new person that you are dying to get to know better, for example -- are they really deserving of this level of your admiration? Think about this long and hard today, because who you bring into your life is not a choice to make lightly. Make sure you're choosing these people based on the right reasons. Disposable friendships are more trouble than they're worth.

from friendster.com

My dad..

2009-01-08T20:50:00.003+08:00

T_T I don't understand why I have to come back this office everyday after school. youuu seee! now 9pm dy and I'm still here!

My dad scolded me many times and keep on remind me everyday after school cannot go back home and must come to office. But the point is.. I came here doing nothing! This is office and holidays I have to come work here, so it counted as my working place. I have no mood to study here or do my homework here. I'm lazy to take bath here. I like my HOME!

My dad said, when mum is busy with her work, at least I can help her cook, so we can take our dinner early and we not need rush to tuition. Arggg ok, I willing to help my mum cook, I willing to learn cooking, but please, why must come back office cook?

Ah jieeeeee~ You know my feeling? T_T I think I knew your feeling, hahaha. Good Luck in your examm!

My dad so angry this few days, everyday I will get scolded from him. Is everyday!~ I told my mum I will make my tuition class everyday so I wont stay at home or office to let my dad scold. haha, I told her, I'm a bad luck girl, I hope this year I can be a lucky girl, or at least a normal girl, I don't hope those stupid things happen on me, I told her dad scold me everyday and made my luck fly away XD

She answer me, "I also everyday get scolded from him! I go salon cut my hair also scared he will scold me, like about 6something I have to rush back office and cook if not he sure scold me." My mum said she just like a lady who got family and got boyfriend out, like she scared her husband know she got boyfriend outside. hahaha. I think I pity my mum, cause she facing my dad all the time.

haihh.. I abit tired facing my dad, his sound angry and scary all the time, I asked him question then when he answer me half way, I will walk away from him. hahahaha. I scared later get scolded from him again!

But yesterday he made me astonished, when we having dinner, he suddenly treat me so good, and said sorry to me. He said sorry that he had forgot that day was my birthday. He said he too busy dy and asked why don't I remind him or mum.

He taught me next time before my birthday must ask them this question "daddy.. mummy.. do you know tomorrow is what day?" hahaha.

I knew my parents very busy nowadays, school reopen dy and we can't help them. They just want to earn more money for us, they want to save more money and do all the work by themselves.

I felt sorry that sometimes I will angry in front of them or like scold back them, but that's me. I very easy out of temper because my temper same as my dad. I'm her daughter who same like him! hahaha XD

Happy Belated Birthday!

2009-01-07T16:21:00.003+08:00

Happy Belated Birthday to myself!!

Yesterday was my birthday, I'm 17 years old now. Stupid Vincent first day came to school then said I'm the oldest in the class. LOL.

Em, Thanks guys who gave me presents and wished me, I'm very happy and surprise that those primary friends will msg me and wish me, and friends that I'm not close with or I don't even know they knew it was my birthday.. thanks guys for the wishess.. :)

Walking around the school and people wished me, thanks guys! I'm really happyyy!

Yesterday teacher said I'm a girl that a lot of friends but not really close with them.. haha.. It's true I think but I'm still happy that I got so many friends around me, I will try my best to get closer with them (:

I got a super surprise from my classmates, I think I wont forget how they treat me yesterday, it made me surprise, afraid and feel happy until my eyes full of tears.

After break we waiting at the canteen for the bell ring, and suddenly they saw one cockroach, they said wanna catch it and give it to me as my birthday present. At first I thought they just kidding with me.

But Chie Hann really caught it up, Bernard took the cockroach and walking to me, I'm scared then keep moving back, suddenly I fall down on the floor.

T_T!

Everyone just stand there and looking at me. Nahhh.. my super big birthday present, haha. Ohhh ya.. guys said next year will give me a mice as my present.. better don't pleasee.. wish me enough edy :)

haha.. but I'm still happy I got you guys made me happy.. THANKSS LOTSSSSSS!

My dad and mum is super busy this few days, they forgot yesterday was my birthday, they never celebrate with me, somemore my dad very angry, scolding people and I got scolded from him.

But nevermind, I knew they're busy, they reach home at 10something or 11pm.. so I will forget about it, somemore I never think birthday is important for me.

Ohh yaaa! thanks penang friends! hahaha.. they called me one by one to wish me.. so happpy to hear their voice! I miss them so much! I receive hui ling and michelle msg, I receive call from the shop, esther called me, siao po called me, ah wei also called me.

Just one wish "HAPPY BIRTHDAY" can made me fly edy. I'm really happy and had a sweet dream yesterday.

Once again.. Thankss!

我十六岁的最后一天..

2009-01-05T21:55:00.005+08:00

我该说些什么? 哈哈.. 不知是否开心好, 这么快又一年了, 过了今天我就老了一岁. 想想回, 我的十六岁不知做了什么东西, 好像白白的过去了, 这样就浪费了一年.

不知道为什么有点伤心, 哈哈.. 算了吧~ 可能因为要老一岁了.

我希望过了今天, 明天我的日子会过的更好, 更幸福快乐..

Penang Life.

2009-01-05T19:10:00.003+08:00

I love Penang, love my friends over there. I will go there during my holidays again, I hope I can spend all my holidays there, go there disturb them. I'm happy that I got chance to know them, work with them, play with them, hang out with them and learn from them.

We went cinema, temple, high tea, pub, redbox sing k, and shopping together. I'm working there everyday but I still will take out free time to hang out with them.

Haha, as my mum said, I stay there don't want come back edy, I'm enjoying my life over there, cause I went out with them until midnight :D

I got lot pictures to showww.. omgggg.. I man man show lahh.. haha.. I stay in Gurney Park, show you my house, my room...

nice view? very cold daa!Tennis court
swimming poolseaaaa

Got fan got aircon, at night I on that blue light wan.

my bed, I rent this room RM40 per day.
this room not big but also not small
I takemy breakfast here.
I watch drama here until the next morning.
I cook here (:

My dad bought a house there, so next time I not need rent room edy, I got my own house over there! XD

我回来了!

2008-12-29T10:18:00.003+08:00

Heylorr! I'm back.. XD

for the super late wishes Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!

for the birthday uncle.. Happy Birthday Mr.NG! haha.. shen re kuai le! and Happy Birthday Adam (:

DA DAHS!

2008-11-19T20:32:00.001+08:00

Tomorrow morning.. DA DAHSSS! XD

see you !!

2 more dayss..

2008-11-18T13:35:00.004+08:00

I just bought the bus tickets, from KL to Penang. My dad oversea edy and my mum don't know how to go, so we will go there by bus.

My mum and aunt will go there with me, then few days later they will come back to KL and leave me there alone. I don't really know what's my mood or feeling now, should be happy, sad or afraid. haha, my first time to another place, staying there alone (without my family and friends). hmmm.. I hope I can enjoy my life there.

No lap top for me, no computer for me, no TV for me, no radio for me, no my family, no maid, no my own bed, no my own pillow and hello kitty, errr.. everything is new for me. ahaha, emmm.. I heard my dad said I will stay with his friend's niece. She staying alone and maybe I will stay at her house.

I asked Alex for the price of the room in Penang, but he in Langkawi now :( I wanna rent room, I wanna stay alone, I don't feel like disturb others, but no choice, I can't find any room for myself and my dad choosed for me.

Or maybe is a good choice for me, got people take care of me so I wont lost my way.

I think I will miss my family and my maid, ahhaha, no one cook for me, no one wash clothes for me, no one fetch me here fetch me there, LOL! The sad thing is I have to walk to my working place or I have to take cab there, if go there by car from the leng lui house have to take 10mins, omggg.. I think I'm not walking to my working place. haha

Emmm.. Just feel like blogging and saying bye.. I don't know I still got chance to say bye anot haha.. whatever lah.. da dahs!

between, HAPPY ＢＩＲＴＨＤＡY KHO ＣＨＥＮ TENG !!! Happy sweet sixteen birthday :)

* I very fan nowadays, so many things to fan, my parents, my auntie uncle, the office ubs thing. jieeee!~ help me pleaseeee.. :(

给我一首歌的时间 (:

2008-11-15T01:39:00.000+08:00

雨淋湿了天空灰得很讲究
你说你不懂为何在这时牵手
我晒干了沉默灰得很冲动
就算这是做错也只是怕错过
在一起走分开了走
是不是说没有做完的梦最痛
迷路的后果我能承受
这最后的出口在爱过了才有
能不能给我一首歌的时间
紧紧的把那拥抱变成永远
在我的怀里你不用太多失眠
如果你想忘记我也能失忆
能不能给我一首歌的时间
把故事听到最后才说再见
你送我的眼泪让它留在雨天
越过你划的线我定了勇气的终点
雨淋湿了天空灰得很讲究
你说你不懂为何在这时牵手
我晒干了沉默灰得很冲动
就算这是做错也只是怕错过
在一起走分开了走
是不是说没有做完的梦最痛
迷路的后果我能承受
这最后的出口在爱过了才有
能不能给我一首歌的时间
紧紧的把那拥抱变成永远
在我的怀里你不用害怕失眠
如果你想忘记我也能失忆
能不能给我一首歌的时间
把故事听到最后才说再见
你送我的眼泪让它留在雨天
越过你划的线我定了勇气的终点
你说我不该不该
不该在这时候说了我爱你
要怎么证明我没有说谎的力气
请告诉我暂停算不算放弃
我只有一天的回忆
能不能给我一首歌的时间
紧紧的把那拥抱变成永远
在我的怀里你不用太多失眠
如果你想忘记我也能失忆
能不能给我一首歌的时间
把故事听到最后才说再见
你送我的眼泪让它留在雨天
越过你划的线我定了勇气的终点

(:

2008-11-15T00:55:00.002+08:00

I feel better now :)

Thanksss!

not to think !

Sorry

2008-11-13T20:00:00.003+08:00

Sorry about what I had promised, I don't feel like blogging, so I'm not going to blog what happened yesterday. I'm sad now, down and moody.. I don't feel like talking to anyone, but I need someone to chat with me, someone to love me, care me.. I need help..

I'm sad. ='[

Sorry~

The Used - All That I've Got

2008-11-13T19:25:00.001+08:00

So deep, that it didn't even bleed and catch me
Off guard, red handed
Now I'm far from lonely
Asleep, I still see you lying next to me
So deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me, I...
I need something else
Would someone please just give me
Hit me, knock me out
And let me go back to sleep
I can't laugh
All I want inside I still am empty
So deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me, I...

[Chorus:]
I'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got
I'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got

I guess, I remember every glance you shot me
Unharmed, I'm losing weight and some body heat
I squalled so hard
I stopped your heart from beating
So deep that I didn't even scream
I..

[Chorus:]
I'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got
I'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got

And it's all that I've got
Yeah, it's all that I've got
It's all that I've got
It's all that I've got
It's all that I've got

So deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me
So deep that I didn't even scream

[Chorus:]
I'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got
I'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got

And it's all that I've got
Yeah all that I've got

Injured..

2008-11-13T00:45:00.004+08:00

My leg got injured, omggg.. how sad.. zhong edy T_T! so PAIN!!!!!! and and and.. I got flu! wth.. sure because of NG YONG YEE! After school when we waiting mum, she said she wanna play basketball under the rain.

see nowww~ !

She so healthy and I like.. omggg.. I hate my sick face! I don't hope to see the doctor again.. this year.. since January until now.. like every months also will see the doctor once.

I will blog about today.. tomorrow..

*basketball match
*our McD XP
*our house fei fei

so.. see you~ da dahss!

Art - Painting (:

2008-11-11T22:32:00.002+08:00

RM 250~!

DANG DANG!!~

lol. don't hurt my feeling please, ahaha, not nice also don't hurt me, okie? Please! This is the only thing which made me happy today (:

I asked my brother to buy my painting, I asked him to pay RM100, if he want then I will ask jie to pay RM100 and ask dad to pay RM50. But no one care about me, my bro said I should let others buy it.

He said good things should share with others. If really no people want then leave it in school.

I just hope this can be my next year birthday present. lol. funny hor me? haha.

forget about it bahh.

Nightmare

2008-11-11T15:08:00.002+08:00

I in dad's office now, my parents went school fetch us back, because they got something to do. Reached office then online edy. I'm waiting the Z to online and waiting her to chat with me, I know she is busy with her study but I really need her.

She sms me yesterday but I never reply, I don't know how to tell her, but I really down! I forced myself not to cry but I cried just now. I hope no more next time, I hate myself simply crying, every time never control then cry edy. I knew myself too sensitive and too emo, I am trying to control it.

Or I think maybe I'm too tired of being happy today, I'm tired of smiling with others with my fake smile.

I can't eat, I felt like vomit when I saw the food. Mum bought me food this morning, she saw I never take breakfast so bought me some food and let me eat in school. I took it out and try to finish it but I can't finish, I think I only ate little bit.

Now my sister asked maid to cook mee for me, but I still don't feel like eating, maybe I will eat it after this.

I can't sleep well nowadays, I was happy in Thailand but at night still the same like what happened on my own bed. Nightmare made me cried. Last week when I were sleeping, I dream something scary happened to me, the nightmare made me afraid of everything. The nightmare was about I killed myself, I jumped out from the car, but still no one care about me, they just let me die.

I cried inside the nightmare, how sad, super super sad, no one care about me, when I awake, I felt the tears on my face. This was the first time I cried inside the dream and my real life also followed crying. I felt like continue crying when I awake but that time my life still happy.

My family and friends treat me so good, they talk to me, joke to me, play with me. I just can't imagine that few days later everything will changed. So fast changed! :'(

Changed like my nightmare, but I don't hope I'm the fella who killed herself, I hate it! Last time I think about it but I knew this is a stupid stupid thing that cannot happen in my life. So NG YONG ENN! PLEASE DON'T DO THOSE STUPID THINGS! OR ELSE YOU WONT FORGIVE YOURSELF.

The nightmare already told me, I kill myself also no one will miss me, the end I'm the lonely ghost who cried alone, no one care, no one miss, no one will think of you.

After the day, the nightmare, my sweet dreams gone, I can't dream of any sweet things, I dream all those unhappy dream, those will made me sad. I will suddenly awake when I sleeping, can't sleep well at all.

Yesterday from Thailand to Penang, Penang to KL, used 13hours, everyone slept in car more than 5hours, Ng Yong Yee slept 11hours, but I only take nap about 2 or 3 hours, it's added together.

Reach home can't sleep, I online chat with friends, check mail until 1something, then forced myself to sleep if not today will be panda.

But I still can't sleep well. I hate my nightmare, where are my sweet dreams? when my sweet dreams will come back with me? Will they come back?

I never angry of anyone or anythings, I'm just sad and down, no one will happy when they know others don't like them or don't care them. right?

Something made me happy today, the real happy but after 30mins, the mood of sad stick back to me, argggg.. go away please! please! please! I don't like you, I love happy, I love happiness.

Pn.Najah put my art at the lobby, selling my art, so happy when I heard Nancy said my art is at the lobby, I felt so happy and surprise, I feel like telling the whole world I'm happy because got people like my art. Teacher think it is nice and trying to sell. The price is RM250.

When I saw my mum at the admission room, I hold her hand and pulled her to the lobby, I show off to her, and told her how happy am I. I asked her to buy, asked her to ask dad buy but my dad say "who will buy your art? nothing special also."

But it's special for me, a surprise, I used one week to colour it, used my heart on the art, and finally I got the result..

I hope the feeling of happy will stick with me forever, come back please and please don't simply fly away edy, I really need you.

I miss you~

my happiness..

I'm back XD

2008-11-10T23:02:00.002+08:00

Harloooo~

I'm back from Thailand and Penang, it was FUN! XD The first time I got so much money with me, buy all the stuff I want. kakakaka.. fun fun fun!

Will blog about it next time.

got to go.. (:

da dahhh!

Dizzy!

2008-11-07T23:03:00.000+08:00

I felt dizzy, dizzy, dizzy!

@.@!

No comment.

2008-11-07T18:46:00.002+08:00

No comment on anything, just waiting other to comment me. I'm waiting..

Someone asked me to ask, asked me to start my first step, but I'm afraid. sorry..

Between, I'm going to Thailand with my family, tomorrow and will be back to Malaysia on.. I don't know.. Then Monday will in Penang, I will be back this time because the shop haven't open, my parents just want go there see see.

XD

down..

2008-11-06T22:07:00.005+08:00

I'm sure I look down today, I look so blur and everyone around me realise it i think. This afternoon I followed my aunt to Sunway because I never go to school.

When my mum called me from The Curve, she asked about the shop thing then I suddenly told her "Mummy, I'm sad now, I'm not happy, how?", that time I just felt like crying but I can't because I still have to face customers.

My mum asked me why, at first I don't want answer her, I keep telling her I'm sad, I'm down. She asked what happened, she like guessing, she answered one by one, "aunt scolded you? get scolded from customer?boyfriend don't want you?" and those funny answer that weren't happen to me. (mummy, do you think I got chance to sad because of boyfriend? your girl no friends now, got boyfriend? funny.. lol)

I know she really want to know so lastly I told her I got friendship problem, I said my friends suddenly don't care me, they don't want talk to me, I don't know I'm too sensitive or it is true. Then my mum answered "will die is it? no friends will die? always because of friends and made until yourself so down, always cry because of friendship problems, always down because of this."

I heard her answer and say bye to her.

I want someone to concern me, teach me how to do.. arggg.. I don't know everything.. I'm blur!

Family went out for dinner today, after dinner, my dad suddenly scolded me when we're on the way to home, he scolded why I sms just now when having dinner, why I look abnormal today, why I look so blur. His voice so fierce! He asked what's wrong with me.

My tears wanna drop down from my eyes on that time. But I don't wanna let my dad know what happened to me. I think only my youngest sister will share with him if she got problems and other siblings will keep it by themselves. I never let him know anything, just force myself to smile at him and my grandma.

My grandma came to my house this afternoon because my auntie is free today, i think they can realise that I look.. quiet.. haha. Everyone around me look very happy. I wish them don't be like me too. Stay happy or be happier :)

emmm.. I don't know who to chat with, I think I will just disturb others if I chat with them with my problems, I just wasting their time. Whatever, please just ignore me. PLEASE~

Sorry for disturbing..

Nan's birthday

2008-11-05T18:15:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday Nancy Yong Wen Shi (:

Sorry, I got no chance to kiss back you.

hahaha.. XD

hahaha.. look at your wai sek face.. Y_Y!

LOL..

dang dang..

Sorry I have no chance to wish you in class today, so I just wish you here, and hope you can forgive me.

Wish you leng leng forever and smart smart forever.

All the best yaaa! ^^

Love,

*__[[ enn :)

I should appreciate.

2008-11-05T16:31:00.002+08:00

I think I should appreciate what I having now, as I always complain, I'm sorry about that, because I just hope my life can get better.

Today I heard my friends saying one of a human, they like.. complaining.. or.. I don't know, they said lots bad thing about the human. I never join in their conversation, I just sitting at the place that I was sitting, and listen what they said about the human.

I think I'm lucky enough. Yesterday I saying my friends don't like me, but I felt the human is worse than me. The human friends don't like him/her, just because they pity him/her or something ignore him/her as a friend only.

After I heard their conversation, I found that I'm lucky than him/her, my friends will angry me and let me feel it by myself that I did wrong things or what.

But the human friends never, they never let the human know what's wrong with him/her. I think the human wont change at all because he/she dooesn't have friends that concern about him/her and want him/her to be better.

I found that I'm lucky, since I still got friends who concern me and love me, they will help me, give me time to change, give me chance, or let me their ears. I still have true friends not like the human. XD

Actually I'm not really in the good mood today, I think not much people know what's my feeling. emmmm.. is ok for me I think. Don't worry (:

emmm..

2008-11-04T17:08:00.004+08:00

Today, I don't know what's wrong with me, I felt like.. asking question to others, so I asked one of my friend. I asked her about my friendship things.

Then she answered things that made me surprise, because what she said is all correct, I thought no one will know about it or no one can see. I was sad last few months because of my friendship problems, I felt like jump down from the high building, I think all those stupid things.

But lastly I tried to don't think and don't care, just think everything is my problem, I have to change to the good way and let others accept me as their friend. I don't think I'm prefer now, but I can swear i got change, I had changed lot.

I study lot from others mind, I listen to others, I tried to accept it. I read those books name "Be Happy" and "Making Friends". hahaha. I get lot point from there and try to be a good gal in everybody mind.

I know I'm still bad now. Some people can't accept me, but I swear if you let me know what's wrong with me, I will think think about it, if it's good for me, I will change.

But you have to give me time, and please don't gossip behind me, tell me all true about me, let me know what I'm. PLEASE~

The girl told me how my best friend treat me as she saw and as she knew. She is a girl that super straight when she talk, her words hurt me and I don't mind because all her words like telling me I'm always hiding myself.

I felt sad about the problem before but I tried to don't think about it, be back myself and keep it myself. I never tell everyone, here the girl came and told me this. LOL. I was surprise she can see what happened to me.

I asked my best friend but she doesn't want to listen and doesn't want to answer, I just want to talk to her, but she doesn't ... care.. so I never care about it also. I just let it be. If the relationship is like that and it can't let it be better, I have to give up, I shouldn't always tried to make our relationship closer since others doesn't like me.

How hard I did the result will be the same. I wanna blog out this to remind myself not to do those idiot things anymore. They don't like means don't like, how hard I do they will ignore it only.

I just wanna say out what I heard from other today, I'm not feeling sad, moody or angry now.

emmm.. how come?

haha.. I'm fine here I think..

Before I stop, I wanna say I was happy yesterday when she asked me not to leave to Penang and stay in Sri Garden. I don't know whether you know that's you anot, but I have to say thanks, because your words made me happy.

P/S: I'm not complaining or saying bad others, I just know ... and trying to say.. I'm not important for anyone.

Redang Tripp.

2008-11-03T22:07:00.011+08:00

During August one week holidays I went Pulau Redang with my family, it was the first time I went there. At first I thought Pulau Redang is a place like open the door you can see the sea, can see "mo mo cha" there, just like what I heard from my sister, she said until super super beautiful.

I'm not complaining or saying that I went Pulau Redang wasn't fun, it was fun! But it made me disappointed because when we reached there we only knew that we going to stay in Berjaya Resort. T_T!

Berjaya Resort is beautiful but it's different feeling of staying in the other side. Is ok, since it was my first time there, and my dad spend lot money for us to enjoy so I have to enjoy. We get lot fun there (:

The pictures can let you knows more..

The sistersss..

Fei Fei

Dai Lou~
Me, Jie and Mummy
My Dad
Mei mei's
Dai Lou
... Tenggaru China town.. I think XD

Berjaya busBerjaya Resort
We changed and started to swimm

She was hungry, aiyorr.. look at her hungry face XD
*ahem* my daddd!
STRONGGGG?
SiblingssThe Next Dayyy~

We enjoy in the beach..
OMGGG
OMGGG
is meee ;)
This is my sis, not me T_T!

ewww.. look at his skin!!!!!!!!!! U_Y!

We went there for 3 days two night :)

Twilight..

2008-10-30T22:11:00.004+08:00

Twilight Movie Trailer

I'm still reading this story book and I think Im abit slow because some of my friends already finish reading. haha, since I like story and everyone saying twilight is nice so I just bought the books.

I bought it before the final exam and started to read this last few days (I think Monday), I'm still in twilight, LOL! so slow right? haha, I hope I can finish the four books before the Movie on the cinema.

I'm waiting the movieee! ^^

Complaining.

2008-10-30T20:55:00.002+08:00

hmm. I am tired for today, because we had a friendly match with SAV(I hope I'm not wrong with the school name), the school team that came from Singapore. I not really sure whether they're good in their skill anot, because.. they just like lembu.

haha, yea. They're strong! not all are tall gal but they are strong! They can steal our ball when we're holding the ball! OKOK, if I said I'm the one who let them steal the ball, people will think because I'm weak but now Chen Teng also counldn't fight with them.

Andrea and Michell Choi got hurt because of them (pity them, I hope they can get well soon). This is the first time I heard Andrea scream so loud because of pain! Argggg, the sound made me felt so scary and pain just like I'm the one who get hurt. LOL

Whatever the result is, that's over and I enjoyed the game very much, I think it counted fun :)

Here I wanna start to complain. lol. Normal me ;) haha.

My mum was busy and came back late today. After I finished everything, I sat down on the sofa and waiting my mum to come back.

When I saw her face and heard her voice from outside, I can knew that her mood wasn't good. She opened the front door and asked me to go out because our Anutie(MY BOSS) wanna talk to us. The Auntie talk to me and my sister like we own her something, so fierce. She asked us whether we can go work tomorrow anot, since she heard I said that I was bored in school and I have nothing to do in school, somemore she always think that is my dad business, we must go help.

But you guys should know I'm a gal who love basketball very much, I love to play since I was ten. And as usual, tomorrow is Friday, you should know I will stay back for basketball training, so i answered honestly, I said I have to go to school tomorrow. Know what happen? She like showing me the beh song face.

Arggg, ok, since she is my Auntie and also my boss so I can't say anything bad about her. But I still can't get what they thinking (my parents and my aunt). I know my mum never force us to help my aunt, she just said up to us because tomorrow still a school day.

But in another way she said until like I always go out with friends and don't want help her, or said if things about basketball sure I can go but about work I will say not free to them. She said my study not good because I always play basketball, but I always thinking are you sure I always go work my result will get good? I just want to compare about basketball and work.

My parents said I spend lot time in basketball so I seldom do revision, but did they know I always work also will seldom do revision? (or maybe I stay at home also will not do revision, haha.) I work from 10 morning to 10 night. It will made me feel more tired! Basketball will only used my 2 or 3 hours.

Argggggggggggg.. why can't they just think think what am I talking about and what I wat? huh? I always tell them about this but they like still don't understand.

Yea, the shop is my parents business, I have to help my parents when they really need me, but not all the time I can help. Why my aunt and my parents will always think if not enough staff, me and my sis can go help? Just they very sure both of us can help them.

Sure we will help but pleasee! Give us freedom lah! My life just school, basketball trainig, and work only. Nothing else. I wanna help them too, but sometimes I wanna do my own things. why ar why ar why ar!?!?

Really nobody can help me?

Now I'm headache whether I should go to school tomorrow anot.

傻瓜

2008-10-16T17:00:00.002+08:00

听过那手傻瓜的歌吗? 是温岚唱的, 我现在才发现到原来我很像那手歌里的傻瓜,

"傻瓜　我們都一樣　受了傷卻不投降相信付出會有代價　代價只是一句傻瓜"

是一模一样的傻瓜, 只是我不是为爱情烦恼的傻瓜, 而我是那每一次为了友情烦恼和伤心的傻瓜. 哈哈, 没爱情的我怎么会为爱情伤心呢?

唉... 我不知该怎么说好...

maths!

2008-10-13T01:09:00.002+08:00

I love Maths! I love Maths! I love Maths!

I always hope my Maths can get the highest marks in the class, or the highest marks compare to my other subject, but now my maths drop like h*ll :( How can my dream come true? huh?

so saddd!

After Ms.Lim leaved, I seldom do my Maths homework, I became more more lazy! I don't like the new Maths teacher, I don't understand what he teaching! Arggg, he just like a text book. A text book that know how to talk, those example I can get from the text book.

lalalala..

This Firday is Maths paper. I cant imagine .. err.. I scared I will pass up blank paper.. I scared I will fail my Maths! I tell you.. I will cry if I really fail my Maths.. I don't hope !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm scaredddddd!!!!!!!!1

Just now I tried to do those paper that teacher asked us to do. Know what? I got lot questions don't know how to do.. :'( how arrrrrrr????????????!!!!!!!!!

Friends always think my Maths is okie, they like to ask me questions about Maths but they don't know my Maths already drop, I don't know how to teach them, I don't even know how to do those easy questions :(

I just want to be back last time that me, hardworking in Maths, always do revision, and know how to answer all the questions.

wuwuwuwuwuwu..

I have no exam on tomorrow(I mean today), but I still have to go to school, go school study and do revision so that I can ask teacher when I got problem in my accounts and maths.

I don't want crying in front of the test paper!

#btw I felt better after I told my sister about my thing :) nowadays I facing a stupid problem, super stupid. lol!

True Story :)

2008-10-12T23:21:00.002+08:00

This is a true story of a young college girl who passed away last month,
at Shah Alam. Her name is Priya; she was hit by a lorry.

I don't want to mention the name of the college. She had a boyfriend names Shankar. He lives in Johor. Both of them are true lovers. They are always on the phone with each other. You can never see her without her handphone.

She spends all of the day talking with Shankar. Priya's family knows about their relationship. Shankar is very close with Priya's family (just imagine their love). Before she passed away she always told her friends 'If I pass away please burn me with my handphone'. She also said the
same thing to her parents.

After her death, people couldn't carry her coffin. I was there ~ a lot of them tried to do so but still couldn't, everybody including me, had tried to carry the coffin, the result was still the same.

Eventually, they called their neighbour, a 'bomoh' from Thailand (pak Darin), who is a friend of her father's. He took a seat and started speaking to himself slowly. After a few minutes, he said 'this girl misses something here'. Then her friends told Darin bout her intentions to burn
her with her phone. He then opened the coffin and place her phone, together with the SIM card inside the casket.

After that they tried to carry the coffin. It could now be moved and they carried it into the van
easily. All of us were shocked. (can you feel the fear? I'm shaking at this moment.)

Priya's parents didn't inform Shankar that Priya had passed away (pity
Shankar). After 2 weeks Shankar called Priya's mom.

Shankar: 'Atte, I'm coming home today. Please cook something nice for me.
Don't tell Priya that I'm coming home today; I want to surprise her.'

Her mother replied, 'You come home first, I want to tell you something
very important.'

After he arrived at Shah Alam, they told him the truth about Priya.

Shankar thought that they were fooling around. He was laughing and said,
'Don't try to fool me ... tell Priya to come out .. I have a gift for
her. Please stop this nonsense.'

Then they show him the Priya's death certificate; they gave him proof to make him believe.

Shankar started to sweat profusely. He said, 'It's not true. We spoke yesterday. She still calls me.'

Shankar was shaking so badly when suddenly, his phone rang.

'See this is from Priya. See this ...' he showed the phone to Priya's family. All of them told him to answer. He used the loudspeaker mode. All of them heard this conversation, loud and clear. No cross lines, no humming. It was Priya's voice! And there was no way others could use her
SIM card as it was nailed inside the coffin! They were so shocked and
asked for pak Darin's help.

Pak Darin brought his master (Tok Chen) to solve this matter. He and pak
Darin worked for 5 hours .. then they discovered one thing .....

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network, anytime, ANYWHERE!!!*

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Ok, now back to work ..... \(^*^)/

My feeling

2008-10-12T00:23:00.003+08:00

I like to blog, I want say all my feelings out and tell my bro and sis what happen to me nowadays. I hope I can share my everything to them. Start from now I don't want keep my happiness or sadness myself. I wanna share.

Sometimes got something it's hard to share with my parents, they will make those small small thing become big big thing, I know they concern me and love me much but those action made me not dare to tell them my things.

I will tell when I really cry like hell and don't know what to do, or maybe that time my siblings already let them know what happen to me.

I wanna blog all my feelings in my blog, I wanna say everything I want to say, so please, if you don't like me then just stop viewing my blog. I don't hope to see or hear anyone say about me or my blog. This is a place for me to blog what I want. You cannot complain me or control what I want to do.

Nah. remember this, if you don't like me, please don't view my blog! This is my place!

lol. I look so LC here, nevermind, because this is one of the thing that i keep in my heart for so so long, i seldom blog because I scared later I talk about others then they don't like, but think think back, this is my place I can do whatever I want.

haha. pifff~ I can relax and blog what I want now, but don't worry, I'm not really those kind of people.

lalalala..

but don't know what to blog. haha..

emm okok, here the news to let my sister and bro know, that day Dad said after my SPM will send me to Penang, he ask me to stay there and study there, but now he said if I can get result that he think is ok, he will straight send me to England then you guys have to take care of me, so that he not need worry much about me and his money.

One more thing he told me and made me laughh is..

He said his friends asked him would him sad when both of you leave to England, then he answered :

"Sure I saddddd la!

because of my $$$$$$$uk money lost!" (He said out how much it is but I forgot, sorry.)

hahaha. This is my Daddy, always think "money". LOL

Lao Jie 20 years old.

2008-10-06T18:16:00.003+08:00

I hate her very much because in my mind, she forever better than me, her everything good than me, she know piano, violin, guitar and know how to make my family happy, she seldom let my parents worry about her, not like me, my parents always worry me, they said I not that smart and good like her.

She arrange everything herself and find school by herself, she went England by herself. Everything she did it by herself.

When parents oversea, she will take care of the 3 naughty sisters, cook for them, buy food for them, fetch them here and there, after school fetch them back.

Sometimes I hate her when I need her fetch me back because she will scold me why don't let her know early or etc etc etc. Early morning she lazy to fetch us to school, but how sleepy or tired she is, she also will wake up and fetch us.

That night she was sleepy and suddenly said don't want go watch basketball match with us. I waited her until the sky became dark, I tot she will fetch us there! I hate her so much in the moment because she make until ahyee and me need to take lrt at night around 8something but few minutes later she called us and went LRT station fetch us. Lastly we enjoyed the basketball match together.

She is the only one who will teach me how to drive XD my parents scared after I know how to drive, I will go here go there ):

She help us do revision when our exam is at the corner. She get scolded from dad if she never teach us do homework or take care of us. She can stay in her room every night to do revision. Her result good until the whole world also know. haha.

My grandma so proud to has a AhGirl as her grandchild. She tell all the uncle, auntie, ah soh, ah beh that her grandchild studying in England. She is a good good girl.

she isssssssssssssssss

..

She is my DA JIE!

yeaa.. we call her DA JIE because she is BIG! XD

I hate her, but I still love her :D

Happy Birthday!

Shen re kuai le! (:

(norr.. people like to say we look like twins but I have nothing good like her)

i miss you ):

and I love you XD

All the best and take care yourself ya!

# to dai lou : don't jealous neh. hehe.

JAY JAY JAY!

2008-09-29T01:07:00.001+08:00

My Ugly Skin!

2008-09-23T21:12:00.004+08:00

o.0

errrr......

Wanna know how my skin look like if I eat seafood? eat wrong medicine or went some dirty places? Sometimes it will happen if got dirty air came to me. hahaha. like chui sui-ing but seriously, that's my skin!

The most funny thing is, if my shoes or pants wet already and I still wearing it, after the few hours my skin will like that..

....

Show you some pictures,

Hahaha, I think you will say "ewwwwwwwwwwww" or "yerrrrrrrrrrrrr".. eii not my fats, is my skin lah! hahahahaha XD That's me... LOL!

周杰倫 - 稻香

2008-09-22T21:13:00.002+08:00

周杰倫 - 稻香 (new song!)

　词：周杰伦曲：周杰伦

　对这个世界如果你有太多的抱怨跌倒了就不敢继续往前走
　为什么人要这么的脆弱堕落请你打开电视看看
　多少人为生命在努力勇敢的走下去我们是不是该知足
　珍惜一切就算没有拥有

　还记得你说家是唯一的城堡随着稻香河流继续奔跑
　微微笑小时候的梦我知道
　不要哭让萤火虫带着你逃跑乡间的歌谣永远的依靠
　回家吧回到最初的美好

　不要这么容易就想放弃就像我说的追不到的梦想换个梦不就得了
　为自己的人生鲜艳上色先把爱涂上喜欢的颜色
　笑一个吧功成名就不是目的让自己快乐快乐这才叫做意义
　童年的纸飞机现在终于飞回我手里

　所谓的那快乐赤脚在田里追蜻蜓追到累了
　偷摘水果被蜜蜂给叮到怕了谁在偷笑呢
　我靠着稻草人吹着风唱着歌睡着了

　哦哦午后吉它在虫鸣中更清脆
　哦哦阳光洒在路上就不怕心碎
　珍惜一切就算没有拥有

　还记得你说家是唯一的城堡随着稻香河流继续奔跑
　微微笑小时候的梦我知道
　不要哭让萤火虫带着你逃跑乡间的歌谣永远的依靠
　回家吧回到最初的美好

日子该怎样过?

2008-09-22T20:05:00.002+08:00

开心过一天, 不开心过一天, 那为什么不开开心心的过呢?

好好地珍惜每一天, 让我的每一天都是充满快乐 (:

What kind of child I am?

2008-09-19T22:58:00.006+08:00

I wanna get the answer from my parents but I don't know how to ask. I felt tired. Every weekend or holidays I have to go shop and help my parents work. I need to work form the morning to night, sometimes will reach home at 12something.

My parents will always said, holidays must go shop help, if not will not enough worker, or they scared the worker lazy.. Just many many things. They got 1000++ reason to ask me go work. I'm not saying I don't want help them work.

The point is I'm still a student, I still studying, I still have a lot of homework to do, I still need to catch up my study. My mum will always said, "Everytime ask you help me, you sure say you're busy."

Yea, another reason that I felt tired because I'm lazy! I don't want Monday to Friday go school study, then Saturday and Sunday need to go shop. I super super lazy and tired! I have no time for myself.

My parents like to scold I always play basketball, join this join that, and made until I don't like to study or made until my result full of colours.

Why don't they think if I everyday go work, my result will full of the colours too? argggggggggggggggggggg..

Even my aunt also ask me, "you not need study edy? everyday go work only?"

the reason of I seldom update my blog because I don't have time to update it. I feel my life is boring and tired.

Where is my happy life? huh?

Last few weeks my dad already told me this coming Hari Raya holidays I have to go help. I willing to help if I have no exam after the holidays. But I don't know how to say NO to my parents. They are complaining they not enough workers lah, this lah, that lah.

The 1000++ reason will make me go help.

I will help, but I am unhappy. I don't know why. I still got two more weeks then I have to face my Final Exam, but my parents never care about it, or I think they never care about it.

When things i hope they will help me or care about me, they don't care about it at all. But when things that I don't want they care about it, they care so much!

ARGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!

This early morning my mum scolded me and said about me, it's so many things come out to my mind. I was siiting behind her and my tears was keep droping. I really don't understand what they thinking about me. WHAT KIND OF CHILD I AM! They will only scold me about things that they don't understand.

They don't understand me at all, and they will always think that they know me so much because I'm their child.

No one will understand me!

My mum like to scold me, she said I always think that no one are caring me and concern me. yea. I really think about this. I wanna ask her is she understand me. She like never love me before. yea people will say no parents hate their hate, every parents will love their child.

But I can't get the love! I like never get the feeling of love in my life. I feel like killing myself all the times. In my parents mind, I'm not a good daughter, they will only think I'm a bad child, I will join with the noti child, I will play basketball until don't study, I always hang out with friends, always go out, go here go there, never study........................

Or I cannot complain about this, because the GOD gave me this kind of life. My brother is the only son in the family so my parents will love him much, my sister is a good good sister/daughter that my mum always say she's good, she good in study, many many things. My parents love my both younger sisters so much. Because they are forever small in their life.

A big family is a family that many people will jealous. I doesn't mean that I don't like my family. I love them. but my parents don't like me and it made until I don't know where to go. They like can't see me at all. They will only saw me when I wanna scold someone or in the bad mood. They will scold me when they don't understand what is happening!

.........................................................................................................................................................................

ARGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!

Happy Birthday Tony Chock!

2008-09-15T22:55:00.003+08:00

*ahemmm*

I zang di forget today is his birthday, haha XD but I'm not that bad lah, I bought present for him edy. Just hope he like it.

Happy Birthday Hoong Zhaiiii!

Shen Re Kuai Le!

so fast neh.. We knew each other 4 years edy, haha, and you became so old now, 17years old edy. kaka, I'm so happy that I forever younger than you one year XD

ohh yeaa, I still wanna wish you all the best in your trail examm! and also your SPM exam! get lot A's ya!

and and and wish you can kau until the gal that you like lah, heard that you like her so much neh, haha. Good Luck wor ;)

ALL THE BEST FOR THE YEAR X)

love,

enn

where are my family?

2008-09-15T21:04:00.005+08:00

argggggg. I feel like crying now, that's no one around me, my house no sound at all, tv sound don't have, siblings argue sound don't have, parents scold child sound don't have, just can hear my keyboard sound ):

My house. My family. Everyone busy with their own study and work, but why can't I take out my books and study neh? T_T!

I just felt bored.

My goh goh and jie jie flying to England and I don't think so they reach there edy, I miss both of them so much, because no one chat with me now. Both younger sisters went tuition and parents went out. I'm the only one who stay at home.

so bored. no one talk to me, no one argue with me :(

I super fan jin wan, haha, I really boring lahhh! Help meeeee arhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

Moody?

2008-09-12T22:57:00.002+08:00

I think im just in the mood of tired. Not moody, yea, I think so and I hope I'm not moody too.

Argggg. Whats wrong with me again?

Y_Y!

川進終場前0.2秒神奇命中‧大马挫新保爭冠梦

2008-09-08T22:55:00.005+08:00

07/09/2008 12:00:00
星洲日报

大马国际篮球邀请赛：川进终场前0.2秒神奇命中‧大马挫新保爭冠梦

魏川进（^）突破新加坡腾飞之狮的沙恩后上篮取分，他此役表现非常出色，在终场前0.2秒投中致胜球，让大马队以1分之差险胜对手。（图：星洲日报）

（吉隆坡）病癒的魏川进今日（週六，9月6日）在终场前0.2秒投入逆转致胜的一球，帮助大马国油队在大马篮总体育馆上演的精彩鏖战中经歷加时赛后以93比92力挫新加坡腾飞之狮，保住爭夺大马国际男篮邀请赛桂冠的希望。

加时赛终场前7.8秒，阿尔敏两罚不中，但埃歷克.桑德林补篮得手，让腾飞之狮以92比91反超。眼看比赛即將结束，魏川进却在哨声吹响前投入价值连城的两分，终让大马队逆转战胜夺冠热门腾飞之狮，並走出週五（9月5日）遭印度逆转的阴影。

魏川进週五因感冒没有上场，他週六早上还打了针，但却在晚上表现八面玲瓏，全场13投11中，攻下23分。美国外援贾玛布朗也表现神勇，射入4个三分球，拿下全场最高的32分8篮板。

大马队目前与腾飞之狮、韩国庆熙大学、台湾璞圆建筑同得2胜1负，接下来必须力爭打败香港和庆熙大学，才有机会爭冠。

腾飞之狮此役开赛后凭藉嫻熟的配合而以12比2领先。但大马队控卫黄万新、贾玛布朗及布里治沃特適时挺身而出，回敬一波12比2，在首节还剩3分30秒时將比分追至14比14，双方首节以18比18战平。

大马队在第2节曾一度以26比23领先。但腾飞之狮隨后连续投入4个三分球，而以39比31重夺领先权，大马队在半场时追至36比43。

大马队在第3节开始后不久在许伟德带动下打出9比1，而在本节还剩约7分钟时追至45比46，此节结束时以大马队59比63落后。

第4节，魏川进在最后时刻连得6分，帮助大马队在比赛还剩1分13秒时以77比74反超，但腾飞之狮的黄立人隨后三分球中鵠，77比77平，使得双方需加时再战。

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Malaysia win by a point against fancied Slingers
06/09/2008 12:00:00
The Star

Malaysia win by a point against fancied Slingers
KUALA LUMPUR: Hosts Malaysia Petronas pulled off a stunning 93-92 win over favourites Singapore Slingers in overtime in the Malaysia International Basketball Championship (MIBC) at the Maba Stadium here last night.

Malaysia, powered by American forwards Brad Bridgewater and Jamal Brown, and the Slingers traded blow for blow before finishing 77-all in regulation time.

The Singaporeans, fielding players from the Philippines, the United States, Australia and New Zealand, led for most of the game until the homesters caught up to take the lead — 75-73 — for the first time with two minutes left on the clock.

In overtime, Malaysia were lifted by the vociferous home crowd and raised their game to another level to stun the Slingers.

Jamal topscored for Malaysia with 32 points followed by Wee Chuan Chin (23) while Blago Janev was the sharpshooter for the Slingers with 19 points.

Malaysia won their opening game 109-104 against Pure Youth and Construction side of Taiwan before losing 78-85 to India while the Slingers defeated Hong Kong 96-67 and South Korea’s Kyung Hee University 100-81 in their first two outings.

In other matches yesterday, Pure Youth and Construction and Kyung Hee University both scored their second wins, defeating India 115- 95 and Hong Kong 73-46 respectively.

Copyright = 星洲日报／体育‧2008.09.06 and The Star

here and here : http://maba.com.my

I wanna blog about the match of MIBC 2008, but I have not enough time to blog T_T let me continue this next time. Because of the rushing so I just copied my fav news from the maba website.

Read it if you know mandarin! XD

geng leeee?

Another Family Day

2008-08-29T22:35:00.003+08:00

It's on 27 July 08, I know I'm late to blog about this and I seldom update my blog nowadays, so.. I'm here to update my blog :D

It was a Sunday and we decided to go back our granny's place in Pahang. That was a very small village in Pahang called Sg.Dua. Most of my relatives moved out to KL already, so we also seldom go back there.

I don't know what to continue, long time never update my blog and now don't know what to do with my blog. LOL.

Picturess :

it was fruits season!

"fou long guo"

"fa-sang"

I forgot what am i trying to act.

wow.. SO BIG!

siblings

daddy also get pregnant

the green bike, cool neh?

somewhere behind my grany's house

I found another LUCKY there.

"long bean"

durian's trees

the first "shan zu" of mine! XD

after few hours we decided to go somewhere.

DANG DANG DANG DANG!

everyone run to the waterrr!

my dad was so happy.

FUN FUN FUN

chin bao wanna be the tarzan.

the brothers

the cousin

the sister

and meee.

... wanna go back homeee.

da da! (:

I hate myself

2008-08-21T10:16:00.002+08:00

I hate myself why I always get sick!

Argggg.. I wanna fight with my body, I wanna kill all the virus.. but how?

Last Friday I never go to school, because I went Pulau Redang with my family, we went there for few days, when we back to KL, I got cough and flu.

I will seldom get cough and flu wan, if got also normal case, few hours later will be alright, but this time is few days, I couldn't breath when I having flu =(

Yesterday I felt better so not need to take medicine, but at night my skin suddenly became red, I know for my family it's normal case for me, because my skin always sensitive, but super super itch lo. argggggg..

I thought this morning will be alright, but after I took my bath I saw my body, I wanna scream!!!!

I hate myself!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I hate skin sensitive, when the skin red red, others people will look at you like a monster. I hope few hours later my skin will recover normal, because I got tuition class at 5pm today, how can I go tuition with my weird skin?

I felt so sorry to one of my friend, yesterday night we decided this morning he come my house fetch me and we will take breakfast together, but when he is on the way to my house, I called him and ask him not need to come, I felt so sorry U_U

argggggggggggggggg help me please! :(

I NEED HELP.

2008-07-30T17:20:00.003+08:00

yea, I need help, I really need help, I got many questions want to ask, but I don't know how to ask. I wanna know the answers, but I don't know how to get the answers, and where to get the answer. I wanna share out my feeling but I don't know how to share, as you can see, I changed a lot.

Everyday I think what should I blog for the day, everyday I also got thing to blog and got thing want to share with the love one who care about me, but I don't know how to type, I don't know how to say, I don't know how to tell.

What should I do now?

I always ask myself, if one day I suddenly not around my friends, will they ask about me and will they concern about me.

Maybe I think too much, I think so.

I keep everything in my heart, and now, I feel tired, I really really hope after today, tomorrow I will be fine, everything around me will be fine.

Will Be Back

2008-07-06T20:54:00.002+08:00

I'm not the myself now.

LOL.

I know you don't understand, haha.

nevermind, forget about it.

I will be back.

give me some time :)

RubyCup :)

2008-06-25T20:02:00.003+08:00

2008年吉隆坡篮总/RUBY杯十六岁及以下青少年篮球锦标赛

赛程表 (TimeTable)

24/06/08 (星期二) Kepong Baru
8.00pm 9 男A Teratai 负尊孔 59-79(19-55)

01/07/08 (星期二) TAMAN CITY
9.30pm 22 男A 四海 vs Teratai

04/07/08 (星期五) TAMAN CITY
8.00pm 27 女A Teratai vs 人人红

08/07/08 (星期二) (2)TAMAN CITY
8.00pm 35 男A Teratai vs 宏鸿

09/07/08 (星期三) (2)TAMAN CITY
8.00pm 39 男A 毅铭 vs Teratai

12/07/08 (星期六) (2)TAMAN CITY
6.00pm 48 女A 宏伟白 vs Teratai

13/07/08 (星期日) (2)TAMAN CITY
6.00pm 54 女A Teratai vs 毅铭

16/07/08 (星期三) KEPONG BARU
9.30pm 60 男A 人人5 vs Teratai

26/07/08 (星期六) TAMAN CITY
6.00pm 75 女A 人人白 vs Teratai

wanna know more?

click here!

all the best! (:

丑小鸭

2008-06-21T21:08:00.001+08:00

我是个丑小鸭 . . .

help me!

2008-06-18T23:26:00.002+08:00

I'm so tired, so sleepy, so stress!

Today basketball training, then many homework, the history need to study, the maths don't know how to do and the art assignment need to pass up tomorrow.

can anyone help me? I really sleepy and tired. :(

*scream* help meeee!

Celebration at Jogoya.

2008-06-18T00:41:00.002+08:00

Mami's day, Mami's birthday, Papa's day, cousin borther birthday, and the fei fei birthday.

We han tak jiao han, so celebrate all in one day ;p

Sunday 15/06
@ Starhill Jogoya

My dai lou and sista bought us there and both of them pay for all of us X) happy nya! Luckily I'm not the eldest, haha. The first time we went to Jogoya, omg, not bad.

I enjoyed my day (:

xoxo

THANKS!

2008-06-17T19:24:00.003+08:00

Long time never hear from me?

I'm back :)

Honestly, I really unhappy for the last few weeks, omg, because of some childish problems. piff~ really tired. I created a new blog for myself and sharing my problems to myself. How scared am I. I scared I will get mental problem, haha, the feeling of sharing your own problem to yourself and like talking to yourself.

Nevermind, it's over and I'm fine here. The blog? I never give anyone the website, so not need seach, you can't find it X) and I'm not going to say out what's wrong with me, because I think I'm fine here and I'm getting better :)

Thanks the girl today who asked me how are me. yea is you my dear ;) The few words "How are you nowadays?" can made my feeling, my life.. err.. jus the feeling. haha. At least I know still got friends concern me. Really thank you.

And thanks to the one two three people who let me cried in front of them. haha, you know who you are. My feeling is getting better and my smile is from my real heart now, not like last week that super weak feeling.

I hate the feeling of crying and sad. I really hate it!

and now, I'm seaching for my happiness X) I want to smile, I wanna make my life happy.

Just wanna say thanks to the one who really concern about me. I cried because I thought I have nobody concern me, nobody care about me, but now, I got your love, I got the feeling of caring from my friends (:

Thankyou!

Shayne Ward - until you

2008-06-09T23:21:00.001+08:00

Baby life was good to me
But you just made it better
I love the way you stand by me
Throught any kind of weather
I don't wanna run away
Just wanna make your day
When you feel the world is on your shoulders
Don't wanna make it worse
Just wanna make us work
Baby tell me I will do whatever

[ Chorus: ]
It feels like nobody ever knew
me until you knew me
Feels like nobody ever loved
me until you loved me
Feels like nobody ever touched
me until you touched me

Baby it just took one hit of
you now I'm addicted
You never know what's missing
Till you get everything you need, yeah
I don't wanna run away
Just wanna make your day
When you feel the world is on your shoulders
Don't wanna make it worse
Just wanna make us work

Baby tell me, I'll do whatever
It feels like nobody ever knew
me until you knew me
Feels like nobody ever loved
me until you loved me
Feels like nobody ever touched
me until you touched me

Baby, nobody, nobody until you
See it was enough to know
If I ever let you go
I would be no one
Cuze I never thought I'd feel
All the things you made me feel
Wasn't looking for someone until you

[ Chorus repeat twice ]
Nobody, nobody, until you

付出

2008-06-06T23:57:00.003+08:00

付出不是为了要得到回报 :)

Birthday (:

2008-06-02T23:12:00.003+08:00

Birthday Birthday Birthday!

Happy Belated birthday to MLXY!
30 May

Your half face Y_Y! nevermind, you still look pretty here. X)

Okok. This want is nicer than on top that wan, right?

omggg, what should I wish you? emmm.. cannot cannot, you already smart enough, you already pretty enough, so what should I wish you? err.. Okok.. Wish you gin gin hong hong lah, eat fat fat only healthy! hahaha XD too thin not good arh, will always get sick want. So must eat more more lah :D

See I still remember is your bithday! LOLZ!

*next*

Happy Birthday to My leng lui Mum! (TODAY)

My daddy not in Malaysia now, so I think we will help her celebrate when my dad is back to KL, but sure we bought cake for her first, oopss.. is my lovely dai lou bought the cake. hahaha.. Good dai lou right?

between, guess how old is my mum? haha, I bet you will guess wrong, many people thought she is my sister and seldom people will believe she is my mum! She really pretty and her body still can keep until so fit!

OMGG.. why don't she born me like her? But I'm still happy that I got a leng leng mum, I know I like to complain about her sometimes, but I still love her.

shen re kuai le mami! wo ai nii! ;P

*next*

Happy Birthday to Bernard Ng! (TODAY)

I knew him since I in standard one, lols, so fast 10years! haha, we should thanks our parents sent both of us in the same school T_T! But luckily we in the different class now, if not my mum sure got lot things to say, she like to joke with me using Bernard name.

haha.. Okok, it doesn't mean I hate you(Bernard), and I'm happy that I got a good friend like you, counted as super good? hahaha.. Wish you can chase until the girl you really like, and be more more leng zhai XP

*next*

Happy Birthday to Hua Min! (TODAY)

I never take picture with you before Y_Y! Should take one with you next time, haha. sorry I can only wish you, and no picture of you here T_T!

wish all you dreams come true ;)

*next*

Happy Birthday to Lam! (TOMORROW)

leng zhai? haha, in my mind, he is leng zhai forever! hahaha, ok I should say sorry if you don't think so, but I think so can edy. lol

a guy that I like him very much last two years, I can like him for two years for no reason, some more he treat me so bad. Maybe this call little kid, now think back also felt funny, but still a good memories for me, haha.

He is a guy that like to joke with others but when he is joking, his face still act like serious, I always laugh at him when I looking at him. He is a cute guy, but too bad, now I like him as a friend only (:

He got his own love one now, so wish you and her can sweet sweet forever, and all the best for the everything!

so many people birthday Y_Y! Actually I still want to continue wishing, but I felt super dizzy now, I need to take medicine to kill the pain, but the medicine is too strong for me, everytime after I took the medicine I will felt dizzy.

looking at the computer, my eyes super tired, my whole body no more power, no energy, I got to go now, and I should stop my basketball training for few weeks :( sad thing for me.

Tomorrow I can only sitting there and looking at the lovely girls training.

saddd!

dada!

GUYS!

2008-06-02T13:06:00.003+08:00

you guys not tired? huh?

I don't mind you guys scolded me, i don't mind you guys used my name to scold others, I don't mind you guys playing in my tag box.

But, please lah.. we are not childish kids anymore, I guess you guys can use those nice words to scold each other, that's mean you guys got brain rgth? know how to think edy, so can you guys please stop? I felt tired, everyday open my blog also see your guys arguing..

I will stop my tag box, go play other games, this game already game over, never mind, can counted I lose edy, I give up the game, and you guys won. Happy?

OKayy.. Just stop please!

I got Injured

2008-05-31T02:18:00.006+08:00

I got injured, the feeling is pain, just pain and feel everything is tired for me, I feel tired.

I can't sleep at all.. My mum just back from China and I hope tomorrow she really can bring me to the hospital and let the doctor check.

Pain until I can't do things, I feel like vomit :(

I'm suffering now.

I'm not asking for pity, I just want to drop here and say, I will seldom touch my computer start from now. I got serious injured, maybe need to stop playing basketball. I hope my parents wont ask me to stop playing basketball because I really want to continue my training, the match is coming soon. I want to join the match. So I really hope I can get well soon and can continue whatever things I want to do.

To the human who are playing in my tag board, continue what you want to do, I'm really tired to delete all those stupid msg, I have no energy at all. I hope I got energy to continue delete your msg, but I got injured, I have no energy and I really felt pain. yeaa, say me whatever you want, can scold me dai sei too, continue.. because I hope you can see me again.. haha..

To my friends, I don't mind whatever the childish people talk about me, because if you're my friends, I know you should know what kind of person I'm :) and I know you will understand my feeling. Sms me when miss me =)

Bye..

dizzy day #_#

2008-05-29T00:04:00.002+08:00

I enjoyed myself very much with my beloved friends today at Sunway.

But felt super dizzy now, need to take rest first.

I'm going to *faint*!~~~~~~~~

help me! @_@

A suddenly.

2008-05-27T23:06:00.003+08:00

A suddenly flied to me, it made me miss you.

yeaa, I miss you, I'm miss-ing you.

I miss your ugly face,
I miss your ugly voice,
I miss your stupid words,
I miss you stupid brain.
haha..

Just I miss you.. :P

Some times I will angry you for no reason, don't know why, some times I will hate you until I want to kill you. But I still love you (:

I don't like to see those sweet couple in front of me, just like the idiot big star star and my sister, not jealous, just.. please lah.. I'm still single.. know my feeling? haha

I always said I not need a boyfriend now because I still can live without any boyfriend, and I just want to concentrate on my study. I'm a girl that like to shopping since last year, I like to buy expensive stuff, not that expensive i think, okie, I just like to spend money. I can spend lots money, because of this I must study well and get good job, find more money for myself.

Because of this, I need money and not need love now.

But when the time I felt unhappy, my family scolded me, my friends leaved me alone, I just feel like need some one hugging me and love me, care me.

piff~ It just a dream, forget about it.

I don't want to tell others that I like him, yea is him, I don't like to let him know I like him. It just.. just.. I not dare.. yea, maybe.

I just want to maintain what I having now, the relationship between me and you.

that's all..

yeaa, I like some one now, a guy that I don't know whether he will like me anot, so what?

haha, stop asking me and stop simply guessing. please :)

XD

2008-05-26T23:22:00.000+08:00

Happy 2 weeks Holidays ^^

Please think!

2008-05-26T22:57:00.003+08:00

piff~ I don't like to argue, yea, I-DON'T-LIKE! I don't know how many times I said about this.

Don't you think you super childish?

haha, yea. not you and is you! got it? you should know if you think it's you!

But before you want to scold me or give me problem, please make the 99% sure that I'm saying you first. haha, yea. Please make sure I'm saying you first.

How can you be so childish? huh? Did your mum teach you before? Okie, sorry, that's not your mum problems. alah.. so so so so.. how to say.. mou ngan tai!~

I BET YOU NO GOOD FUTURE! haha, I don't care wtf I'm saying, but please think before you do all those childish things. ewwww.. how old are you? still so childish..

I'm not saying I'm mature here, but at least I use my brain to think before I do every single thing, not like you :P

Between, today basketball match lose edy, lose 3marks only, how sad. Our captain alex sim wai tat too gan jiong i think. haha, nevermind, all the best for the next match! good luck guys! :P

下一个天亮

2008-05-23T22:43:00.003+08:00

歌曲：下一个天亮
歌手：郭静
作词:姚若龙
作曲:陈小霞

用起伏的背影挡住哭泣的心
有些故事不必说给每个人听
许多眼睛看的太浅太近
错过我没被看见那个自己

用简单的言语解开超载的心
有些情绪是该说给懂的人听
你的热泪比我激动怜惜
我发誓要更努力更有勇气

等下一个天亮
去上次牵手赏花那里散步好吗
有些积雪会自己融化
你的肩膀是我豁达的天堂

等下一个天亮
把偷拍我看海的照片送我好吗
我喜欢我飞舞的头发
和飘着雨还是眺望的眼光

用简单的言语解开超载的心
有些情绪是该说给懂的人听
你的热泪比我激动怜惜
我发誓要更努力更有勇气

等下一个天亮
去上次牵手赏花那里散步好吗
有些积雪会自己融化
你的肩膀是我豁达的天堂

等下一个天亮
把偷拍我看海的照片送我好吗
我喜欢我飞舞的头发
和飘着雨还是眺望的眼光

时间可以磨去我的棱角
有些坚持却永远磨不掉
请容许我小小的骄傲
因为有你这样的依靠

等下一个天亮
去上次牵手赏花那里散步好吗
有些积雪会自己融化
你的肩膀是我豁达的天堂
等下一个天亮
把偷拍我看海的照片送我好吗
我喜欢我飞舞的头发
和飘着雨还是眺望的眼光

我不知不觉的喜欢上这一首歌 :)

下一个天亮 - 郭静 (album)

wasted my days

2008-05-19T18:41:00.002+08:00

I WASTED MY 3 DAYs Holidaysss!

how sad :(

I am regret! I followed my parents work for the last few days, then today I said to my parents I should stay at home study and do my revision for the coming exam but at last I followed my aunt out.

aRGGGGGGGGGGGG!

I never study at all!

I still got four more subjects to go, Maths, Science, Commerce and Accounts..

lalalalala.. tonight not going to sleep :(
(I hope I can study until tomorrow morning and not feel sleepy)

Should go help mum prepare dinner now.

da da!

Chicken

2008-05-18T00:19:00.003+08:00

ewwww.. I am not going to eat chicken! not anymore xp

o.0 kie maybe only for few weeks, haha, just stop eating chicken for few weeks!

It's only for me.

because

I-feel-like-don't-want-to-eat-chicken-anymore!

But then my sisters asked me how if a really nice taste chicken in front of me when I am hungry?

~ Maybe I will think about it ;)

But make sure not the whole body of chicken in front of me, if not, maybe I will vomit!

Yesterday I was very good girl, know what? I straight came home after school! haha, okie, for me that is a good news, because this is the first Friday of Form4 I straight came home after school.

No basketball training, no one going to stay back so I guai guai come back home.

This Friday made me hate my dogs and I cried for the chicken! wth.. I cried for the chicken! see.. how stupid am I, if my dad know he sure scold me stupid.

Behind my house got many chickens, I don't know where they come from, and they are super noisy! They like to liu my dogs, then my dogs will liu back them T_T apa ni? LOL!

Yesterday after bath I heard chicken and dogs sound, it was so noisy so I opened the window from my room and look down, I SAW MY DOGS KILLING THE CHICKEN!

ewwwwwwww~ so scary!

I'm sure that the chicken sure die, because it is one chicken fighting with four dogs.

Why the stupid chicken flied down to my house! Why the stupid chicken so stupid!

When I went down and wanna help/save the chicken, it already mati. =(

How sad. I was "watching" how my dogs kill the chicken! and I could not help the chicken.

I called my dad and told him about the news, know what? He asked me take the chicken off Y_Y!

I was crying when I taking the chicken out of the doggies sweet home, the body of the chicken, ewwwwwww~ so so so.. argggggg..!!!!!!

I scolded my dogs why they killed the chicken!

My tears was dropping.. it kept dropping..

sad =(

Big Mac Chant

2008-05-17T00:16:00.000+08:00

Kei Ron leaved msg for me and asked me to vote for this video. At first I throught it just a normal video, but now, I found it's nice :)

So please vote for this video if you think it's nice too.

It's easy, just follow the step bellow:

Click here please.

But remember! It's Big Mac Chant by Joey Yong.

❥ youuuuu. ||

heyy!

Saying BYE!

男人最伤女人的几句话

♥ him . miss him.

Interview Day

Bored

I MISS YOU SO BADLY =[

I don't want argue

*make a wish*

Fall For You...

Good Morning x)

I'm not happy

The boyfriend every girl would want

Tagged by Ms Jou

生日快乐

bla bla bla..

Tuesday..

=(

A scary phone call.

黄家4千金

Me and my story of my phone

She is alright.

Surprise?

hello!

Miho!

Nick Vujicic

Happy Birthday to Yee

Appreciate

=(

真心..

懒人一个!

Japan Exchange Programme

aMa's birthday

PENANGGGG!

新年快乐!!!

I Miss You.

*screammmm*

Sorry!

Happy Birthday Dai Lou!

Capricorn (Dec 22 - Jan 19)

My dad..

Happy Belated Birthday!

我十六岁的最后一天..

Penang Life.

我回来了!

DA DAHS!

2 more dayss..

给我一首歌的时间 (:

(:

Sorry

The Used - All That I've Got

Injured..

Art - Painting (:

Nightmare

I'm back XD

Dizzy!

No comment.

down..

Nan's birthday

I should appreciate.

emmm..

Redang Tripp.

Twilight..

Complaining.

傻瓜

maths!

True Story :)

My feeling

Lao Jie 20 years old.

JAY JAY JAY!

My Ugly Skin!

周杰倫 - 稻香

日子该怎样过?

What kind of child I am?

Happy Birthday Tony Chock!

where are my family?

Moody?

川進終場前0.2秒神奇命中‧大马挫新保爭冠梦

Another Family Day

make a wish

screammmm

Please think!