Tuesday, August 23, 2005

sad..

wats wrong?! y nowdays i so mang.. so angry wan?! wat happen wor?! heiz.. feel so tired now.. hope i can die as fast as i can.. dunno wat happen wif myself.. nowdays everyday unhappy.. broken smile.. eas to angry... onli last saturday follow mum went ipoh relax for 2days.. but now.. back liao.. so sad.. unhappy again.. dunno y.. somemore just now simply click wrong things.. computer got virus.. luckly now nth jor.. if not dunno how..

*/i hope to noe wat mie dai lou and sista thinking about.. both of dem lik to noe bout mie fren.. last time juz chat wif khai chin.. den both of dem think wrong things.. nowdays chat wif kar jun.. both of dem again simply think.. wat the hell both of dem thinking?! im so tired now.. dunno how!! [[sorry.. i simply click den saw dai lou msn history.. let me noe bout dis.. i noe i nvr ask den simply c ppl things is not gud..]]

*/start frm last week.. everynight dream bout ghost.. scary douz.. make me nowdays cant sleep.. late sleep.. den bout 6am something wake up jor.. until 8 something den i can sleep back.. tired... i dunno how to tel ppl wats wrong wif me.. i scare for everything.. dunno y..

*/feel myself lonely.. feel myself stupid.. i dunno y i lik to keep all mie problem myself.. y i dun tell mie family?! y i dun tell my frenz?! y i hv to keep it myself?! it maked me so tired! everydays cry.. but cry for nth.. cry for grandpa or wat i also dunno.. just noe myself lik to cry.. everydays cry.. im so tired now.. hope to stop everythings.. plz stop it! plz! plz! plz! :'(

dis tat photos tat i took frm ipoh..