Thursday, September 22, 2005

hahaha.

*/hrm. i cant stop laughing bout myself lah. super stupid man!!! hahahahahahaha. i misunderstand kar jun. hehe. sorry ya kj!!!!! sorry!!! hahaha. somemore juz now msg wif sam sam chat alot of thing using the hp. haha. but i super stupid leh. stupid douz. type wrong thing den she laugh until cant stop. hahahaha. me too! both of us wanna bcm crazy gal gal jor! hehe.

*/erm. i tot kar jun angry me cuz i say out.... den i delete jor juz now wat i post. hrm. nvm lah. write again. hehe. sorry ya kar jun! hehe.. and thx u!! hrm. not need scold the person de lah. i also dun k~ i think i do wrong somthing and maked he or her angry jor.. den the person wan jeng gu me lu. nth lah. i dun k~ i juz hope to noe wat happen. wat i done. y the person so hate me. hehe. anywayz~ thx alot!!! hehe.

*/er. bout the "li tien". i now hu's her jor. but dunno i got guess wrong anot lu. i hope i guess wrong. cuz i guess tat's my best fren. heiz. i hope tat's not my best fren lu. i hope tat's not u!!! understand!!! plz!!! my feelin told me tat's u. but. but. but. myself. i hope tat's not u!! arrrrr!!!!! im blur@_@.. crazy #_#!! i dunno wad im talking about.. charm... =.=" swt! ok~ i hope tat's not my best fren. if is her. hrm. nvm lah. i wont mind u da. k?! but i hope to noe y onli. hope u tell me! keke ^^

*/heiz. i hv to say sorry to all my best frenz! and frenz! cuz i nvr tell u all wat happen. hope u all dun mind. i noe frenz hv to say out everything. but. i nvr. i keep it everything myself. heiz. i think for few dayz jor. i think im wrong. i hv to say out eveything. if i still keep it myself. i will bcm crazy! hehe. sorry ya my dear frenz!!! hehe. =)

ok. enn tell u a story now. it wrote frm mr.hei kar jun~
damn nice. hehe.

is a very long story 4 me.. its start from a very long time.. me n her was a very gud couple.. we had a relation for few months.. later we break.. she was so upset but i dun k at all.. later when time passes i realised tat i do realy love her n i cant live without her.. then i confest my love to her again.. i grab her hand.. i did many things.. i no more chance at all i think.. things happeing all time evry seconds, evry minute n hours.. non stop.. n when her buffday comes, i found out tat she found a new bf n tat guy is my best fren.. from tat moment i so hate them.. but though my heart stil very love her.. didnt change at all to her.. cos her my everything in my life get ruined.. my parents get disappoint for me, my frens goes 1 by 1, my frens disappoint, teachers, n my studies drop til very low.. my teachers n frens all worry me.. my parens were more.. they even bring me to c doc from there u can noe how importan is she to me n how big difference she can make n change in my life with her exist n without her exist in my life.. i love her so much.. i do realy.. i gone crzy for her gone mad.. i m a boy.. even i evryday evry nite cry non stop just 4 her.. lucky my frens, parens, n teachers support me.. but there is no use.. i stil very love her.. than i duno wat had happen so surprisely she the gal not the kind of gal i think.. she had a bf n oso lik wit me chat wit me n makes me feel tat she luv me n i do realy luv her.. slowly evrybody find out tat she is playing loving 2 guys at a time.. but i din mind.. omg.. how can tis be happening to me.. i even scold her say her..?but my heart do stil luv her so much.. ntg changes even many chances.. i hurt a few gals.. tat make me so pissed off.. but wat shud i do? i tod her clearly but my frens tot i play her.. at first i chat wit the gal n i think i realy lik her.. than slowly i realy lik i started wit her just not more than a week.. from tat day i begin to think i realise i stil very luv my ex i stil thinking of her.. so i think i decided to break up wit her.. i told her clearly tat our relation begins too fast n 1 thing honestly is i stil luv my ex.. u dun expect me to luv to gals in a time.. how can i be wit the other gal but my heart was stil thinking of my ex? no.. is no way.. ok? i cant do it. i told my fren i ask them.. i told them clearly.. i did lik her same i told to her.. but i dun wanna be wit her cos i feel unfair to her.. n i scare she wil not 4get me or gving her any chance cos i scare i wil cant put dw my ex.. so i din find her.. but whenever she got anything i wil try to chat wit her.. but my frens tot i m playing her.. i DIN!! if i wanna play 4 wat i told her i say break up? i break up wit her is b4 i wit my ex.. tat time i m not wit my ex i din think of wit my ex bak i din really!! tat time my ex stil wit her bf.. but i break up wit the gal is cos i dun wanna be unfair to her.. i just dun wanna more hurt her when she noe n get in deeper.. u expect me to hide or wat? tats y i told her.. not tat i played her LOVE!! NOT AT ALL!! later i get wit my ex bak.. 4 so long the time i waiting 4 had come.. many ppl oso feel so surprise. 4 some who duno they wil hope we really appreciat tis relation.. can u think of a relation tat break previous year for nearly half or more a year she got another.. than later so many things happen cycle n cylce come back to the relation of her n me.. is a bit kinda lik a story.. but i just hope tis relation from now on realy wil be eternity mayb many ppl think is not.. but my heart.. i trust sooner or later she wil noe n get wat i mean.. i just hope she wil really apprecite tis relation tis love is just not my thinking cos not easy realy not easy.. passes many things, time, happening, we get bak togeter.. i jus hop to be wit her now n ever,, n i hope all my frens who realy mine n really understant love cant b force n i realy din play i did say clear.. i jus hop all my frens understand me!! n i realy hope they will support me.. plss... can u all support me as my true frens? i cried every nite even when i m typin tis i did.. just not to get pity.. but just my heart.. FRENS u all r my frens 4EVA i wil not 4get the moment when i m down, i sad, i cant cross my life is all u all.. but i hope u all oso understand me..FRENZ SHIP 4EVA!!?i found my true love tats is me but i duno wat she thinks.. i just hope my frens wil always be my side support.. Wong Wan Ling.. I Love You ! ! ! Hei Kar Jun wil always be wit u til the day u leave me.. even the day u went away..

wow~ haha. my dear dear frenz! finish readin marh!? i think finsh gua. hehe. hrm. ok lah. im the gal hu break up wif kar jun. heiz. i can say i nth jor also can say im sad. dunno how lah. hrm. i think u all understand wat the story talk bout gua?! if dun understand ask me lah. k?! i will tell u all ger. juz hope u all dun mind me lu! ^^