stay happy!

NG YONG ENN!!! i tell u now! u cannot love him!! u cannot miss him!! u cannot think him anymore!!! plz forget him!!! plz!!! plz!! plz!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! u muz forget everything!! heiz.. try to tell myself so mny times bout dis.. but.. cant do it.. how?! charm.. plz lah ng yong enn wake up lah!!!! u still dunno wat happen meh?! wake up! wake up! wake up!!!! ar!!!!!! i juz hope to cry out and den forget it wad happen... my heart cry for mny times.. super tired now.. tired.. dunno how... i nvr tell ppl wad happen.. but i onli told kayz.. today i sat wif her inside the badminton hall.. dunno y i will told her bout dis.. i think cuz i yan em jiu jor.. if i still keep myself.. after 100dayz i will bcm crazy gal.. heiz..... tired.. i tot close my eyes can forget all the things but... more charm.. when i close my eyes i can think more things.. when i sleep also can dream bout him! WTH!!!!! y i wil dream him ger?! i juz hope i can faster to wake up.. i dunno wanna c him inside my dream.. he dunno everything.. he tot i nth.. he tot im happy.. face look happy does not means the heart also happy.. heiz.. stop it.. i dun hope i cry out.. quiet... nowdays i learning to b a happy gal.. watever wat happen i still muz smile wif everyone.. i muz smile for everyday.. i cannot let ppl noe im sad.. i cannot let ppl noe wad happen.. so i wil keep myself forever.. i dun hope my frenz everydayz c me sad.. i wan they think im a happy gal =) stay happy!! hehe.. hope can b nth.. ><