Saturday, April 29, 2006

streessss

i dislike april and may.. because everyday the same.. school.. tuition.. project.. assessment.. mid year exam.. homework.. study! study! study!! haihhhh so stresssssssssss man!! haih.. many things happened here.. i dunno how to say.. and also dunno tell who is the best.. im tired.. really tired.. dunno how.. everytime just laugh and smile.. hope laugh and smile can make me forget all the things that happened.. buttttt CANT! im tiredddddd ='(

how? what can i do? study so much for what? why study so much im still so stupid? i starting to hate myself.. i cant make ppl who around me happy.. i dunno how to make ppl who around me happy.. my resulttt.. everytime when daddy and mummy know my result den i sure get scold.. mayb i really din do my best.. mid year exam is coming.. i dunno how.. im scare.. so scare.. nowdays not enough sleep cuz busy wif my project.. but now.. finished project.. dennn mid year exam!! i dunno how to study and get the good result.. tiredddddd..

sometimes i feel that i very very stupid.. however teacher teach me so many times i still cant understand.. dunno how.. everytime i dunno.. everyone who ask me ques i just like to answer dunno.. dunno.. dunno.. what also dunno.. u stay in this life what also dunno.. then why u still here? ...

tracy and yan yee like to scold me this "enn why u everytime study.. study so much.. but why still so stupid? lisan so easy to memories but u need to use a week to memories it" both of them jus used 1day T_T how stupid i am?

im tired..