my goldfish dead edi.. arhhh.. very sad.. all my faulth.. because i didn't take care of it.. i dunno she hungry till dead or full till dead.. i really very sad.. this morning when i woke up.. i go see her but she was not swimming.. she cant move at all.. i look for her for few mins then i go to school edi.. on the way to school i keep on thinking of her.. i miss her.. my dear fish.. ='( everyday after school when i reach home, the first thing that i will do is walk in front of her and see her.. play with her.. when everytime she saw me.. she will know i giving her food to eat..
just now having dinner, mummy cook fish today.. i din touch the fish at all.. cuz i really miss my goldfish.. when mummy know she dead.. she only know how to scold me.. she scolded me why i want to bring it back home.. why i din take care of the fish.. she dunno in that time i will be the person who most sad.. most moody.. im the first person and also the only person who will cry..
i try to stop crying.. but my tears is coming out.. i not dare to cry in front of my family.. because they will scold me.. that day mu mum was very angry because of my sister turtle dead.. when she cried mummy was super angry but daddy very love her.. dad buy another two new turtle for her.. i think im jealous.. i jealous why when she sad got so many people care her.. but when im sad no body know.. nobody care about my feeling.. haih.. suan le ba.. mei mei is younger than me so parents will love her more than love me..
i will be allright ;)
hrmm.. tomorrow seng goh goh they all going to sri cempaka for basketball match.. hrmm.. good luck ya guys ;P anddd.. i saw kar joon nowdays.. hehe.. long time din see him edi.. i thnk got 3 or 4 months jor.. ermm.. my si fu become more handsome jor.. more yao yeng xD hehe.. today after school they play match.. wahhh.. they super geng.. i will learn more from them.. hehe..
last saturday JJ's concert.. i got many friends went there and watch.. but i din go.. dissapointed.. i missed it.. arhhhhh i dunno whats wrong with me.. i wanna go.. but parents sure dun let.. everytime go where also cannot.. they like to say im still young or this or that.. okay.. i will listen to them.. but.. lalalallaa.. dun want say edi..
i wanna blog more.. but i dunno how to type more.. how to say more.. actually i got many things can share.. but i dunno how.. maybe im moody..
