Saturday, August 26, 2006

nothing muchhh?

thursday night i argue with mum, actually i don't know whats going on, but i only know cry cry cry.. i cried for 5 hours.. haha.. crazy le? wakaka.. lil thing only i cried for so long, i'm thinking whats wrong with myself.. i cant control myself at all.. oh myyyyy =.=!

yesterday morning i woke up at 7something, i kept i all my things then i went out myself edi.. i went times with friends.. i have no mood to go because yesterday i cried for whole night somemore i have not enough sleep.. but i still walk to the bus stop and went times.. i went demi shop and find her out.. i told her yesterday i argue with mum and very down but then i still smiling whole day.. haha..

hrmm.. i went times not only find demi ge.. because eng zi asked me out so i went times lo.. i didn't asked parents then i went out edi.. i just send msg for daddy and said i went out with friends and i will come back home early.. i asked him don't worry and i also sent a msg for sister.. i asked her to tell mum i went times with friends..

demi joined us.. demi, eng zi, eng shan, sulearn, hao, hong, calvin, koo and many others.. haha.. i don't know why i not going out with phui cheng and tracy they'll.. but then i remember someone tell me before.. you can join many others friends.. not only them =) so that i joining many kind of differents friends.. hehehe

the first time i saw eng zi talk so much and joking with me T_T! in school she's so diammm! hahaha.. okay la.. i have a nice day with them.. they made me very happy.. in front of my friends i will smiling 24hours.. somemore get scoled from stupid hong.. he scold me crazy because i keep on smiling and laughing.. yerrrrrr! i want to kill himmmm! haha.. but very happy he came back KL and went out with us ^^

raining heavy on the way i come back home yesterday.. i standed on the bus for 1hour.. my legs super pain hahaha.. but many ppl pui me xP i leanrt many things from the bus.. i saw many kind ppl before and also saw many bad ppl before.. i'm also very happy everytimes that i let the old uncle auntie who sit my place.. their face with smiling is very nice and cute =) hehehe..

hrmm.. reached home daddy asked me to sit beside him and he chat with me.. i didn't talk at all and i only listen what he said.. he said mum just sometimes fat pei hei.. he asked me don't because for her and cry.. ask me just quite and listen what she scold then can edi.. after she finished then nothing happen.. he told me sometimes inside the room mum also like that.. hrmm.. at frist i tot daddy will scold me why i simply run out but he didn't.. he just told me nowdays outside very dangerous.. he told me becareful next time and don't simply run out.. he told me many news nowdays all also ladies or kids.. he said he worry..

i really tot he will scold me and i don't know he will tell me this.. hrmm.. few mins later he finished talking then asked me go take a bath if not later get sick.. ;) after bath we went for our dinner.. near zoo negara there.. the food very nice and we joke and laughing together.. i didn't argue with mum.. i just keep quite..

i dream grandpa that day.. he told me he have not enough money to use.. he miss us alot.. he buy for things for us.. hahaha.. after i woke up i cried because those only a dream and i cant see him anymore.. i really miss him.. i so hope thats not a dream.. i so hope now he buy many things for us.. i miss him.. his hand.. his smile.. his face.. and his huge..