i'm a useless daughter. i think every parents also will trust their children that they're good boy or gal. but my parents not.
final exam coming soon and puan kasmorni hope us to get good result. she asked me and tracy stay back for tuition. and we did. 5.30pm finished our tuition. this morning mummy told me that sister will fetching me back and yesterday i heard sis said i need to wait for her if i need her to fetch me.
i waited sis until 6something then i msg her. but she told me that she don't know she need to fetch me back so i called mummy. 7pm daddy only went ssg fetch me back. i super sad when i heard what he said. he scolded me. he asked what time my sch end. i answered then he asked what time my tuition end then i answered again. after that he said. "why 5.30pm after tuition you didn't call me to fetch you? you went out play izzit?" he keep on thinking and saying all the things that i cant imagine. ponteng? went out? play? my goddd.
my tears coming out when i heard that. i wanna answer him that i really went for tuition and i waited for an hour. but i think he wont believe me. he scolded me like h*ll. and i cried for few hours. not his fault. i cried because of myself. i cant be a good daughter that let him to trust. everytimes he just think i just play play play. he didn't know what am i trying to be. i trying my best to do all the things that i want. i trying to study harder. to be a good daughter. to be concentrate what everyone told me.
aiksss. i'm also a useless friend. everytime get scolded from friends or this and that. everytimes did the things that they dislike/hate. let them say me this say me that. i will slowly slowly to accpect it. but. hmmm. i don't know lahh. sad of this and that. scare of this and that. super stupid lah me. but i really don't want to be *ben dan*. study and get good result for what? why will be sad? how to be happy? why will get scold? why will became so useless? why? how?
wanna help this to keep secret but let other one said i mou yi hei. best friend also dont tell. but after i said out then that one also said i mou yi hei. what to do? if you want me to keep secret then sure i also wont tell others lah. and say me ban tak yi? i think you em dai dak i tak yi gou lei lo. i knew this super LC but please lah. sometimes you more LC lo. always said yourself very smart, pretty, friendly this and that. you think you really arh? think too much lah you.
i ban tak yi also better than you cant lo. i said you because not only i yan em jiu you. is many people lo. the first day you came ssg all my friends asked me don't near you but because i knew you since primary so i told them you aren't that kind of people that they thinking. now good lo. you got many friends jor. but starting like to LC me edi. i wont care it. but i just want to share my feeling with my other friends.
i didn't mind that i study until midnight and still get the stupid result. i will try harder and harder to get the result that i want. i believe one day that my result will better than you. sometimes i cant understand why all your assessment result so geng but ur mid year will worst than me. like to use ur assessment result LC me. im stupid but i still got do my best. i wont lose you. =P
oh yaaa. guys! i did a super stupid thing that day. wakaka. wrong password then my sim block so now i lost all my friends number. i still using the same number so please sms me and let me know you number.. thanks ya!
andd anddd good luck for the students that having their PMR now ge.. all the best ya!
kay and hoong zhai, good luck yaaa! =)
