Friday, September 28, 2007

something bad will going to happen on me?

Can anyone teach me how to wash off all my bad luck? I know I should not blogging now, but I really feel blogging and say out whats my feeling.

This few days I going to crazy! I got bad dreams everynight and my feeling keep telling me something bad will happen on me this few days. I really scared!

I still want to sit for my exam.. But the feeling making me scared and worried..

Add this morning 3something, a guy called to my house phone and keep calling my name then my mum asked me to wake up and listen the phone. Sure I will be scared, everyone is sleeping how come got people call me some more call to my house phone.

When I walked out of my room and listen the phone, the person closed the phone.

I think who close with me will know what happened on me last time. I scared until wanna kill myself and slowly became normal now. I asked myself not to think last time thing because it really hurt me, made me cried everyday and all my family and friends worried about me.

Since yesterday a guy called me at midnight then I start scaring. I really really scare thing like last time will happen on me again. I don't know who is the guy and sure I wanna know whats wrong with him.

............... argggggggggg

I hope this time my feeling is wrong at all, nothing bad will happen on me and I will be happy and smiling to the hall and sit for my PMR exam.