Know what?
Get scolded from the best friend, two days you know? two daysss! Both days also because of super small things. mini-small-small-small-small!
Some more is the same person!
Because of super small things, she talk so loud to me. Just like I owned her something or did wrong things, but sure I know myself lah. I never do anything wrong then suddenly she talk so loud to me, just like scolding meeee.
How hurt you know? Some more she is my best friend, close friend.
Okieee, because of this I don't talk much when hanging out with the best friends group. I tried to control myself. This few days better don't talk much to her, not only her, others too. I know maybe not her problem, and it's my problem, because our group so big why she just want to scold me and not others? My faec hak yan zhang right?
I told my friends nowadays I super hak lui and hak yan zhang. I asked them don't guai me if I really do wrong anything.
But today...
I argued with another best friend.
We took our Perdagangan assessment, everyone already passed up their test paper and I'm the last few one I think. Teacher started to mark the test paper, friends who passed up their test paper were playing around and I'm still doing my test.
I copied twice time my answer. Throwed few text pad and re-do. Copy and copy again. I got study! but I don't know how to make the sentences in Bahasa Malaysia, I'm not good in Malay. I just simply write whatever point is inside my mind.
I saw friends paper, their papers full of words and mine just like getting zero mark. I turned behind and asked Pui Mun how to make the sentences, I talk in mandarin and she tell me in Malay. Only one question.. after that I turned back and continue my test. Before I wanna pass up my paper I asked Pui Mun give me one more point. And she opened her book, just one.. and not I open the book. I know it counted as cheating, but she give me point sure I write down. Everyone will do it? NO?
But only oneeee pointt!
Is my turn, teacher marking my test paper and I'm so happy with my result. Before that I very scared because saw others people marks so high and lastly, lucky I'm not that low marks. I turned behind to Pui Mun and told her my marks. But another of my best friend who just now saw Pui Mun gave me answer, she said "cheh~ refer to book want"..
So hurt you knowwwwwwww! I feel like crying.. I got study and I just asked for one point from my friend. ONE POINT!
Okayy, I super em song then I told Pn.Teh that I got ONE POINT from Pui Mun. I TOLD HER I GOT ONE POINT FROM MY FRIEND! but she answered later first..
I just want her to take off the one mark and let everyone know that I really study and I know how to do the test paper. I did it by myself.
For other people will think I'm crazy or what. But when that time you got the hurt words from your BEST FRIEND, you will feel super down. I cool down myself and made myself as normal but at last I cried out. SUPER HURT!!! [I'm a girl who easy cry - sometimes]
After that... I stopped crying, and tell myself that I know myself that's all enough.
After lunch Mandarin lesson, I didn't notice that Yan Yee's bottle is on the table then I pull it and the bottle dropped on the flow. Bottle got cacat. The bottle super expensive and her dad will scold her!! ALAMAKKKK!! ANYONE CAN HELP ME??
I SUPER HAK LUI MANNNNNN!
I didn't angry with my any friends. best friends. close friends.
But just hope everyone can forgive me if nowadays I made you guys super em song me.
I also don't know why myself suddenly so hak lui and hak yan zhang. ==
here to say..
SORRY!
