I hate myself

I hate myself why I always get sick!

Argggg.. I wanna fight with my body, I wanna kill all the virus.. but how?

Last Friday I never go to school, because I went Pulau Redang with my family, we went there for few days, when we back to KL, I got cough and flu.

I will seldom get cough and flu wan, if got also normal case, few hours later will be alright, but this time is few days, I couldn't breath when I having flu =(

Yesterday I felt better so not need to take medicine, but at night my skin suddenly became red, I know for my family it's normal case for me, because my skin always sensitive, but super super itch lo. argggggg..

I thought this morning will be alright, but after I took my bath I saw my body, I wanna scream!!!!

I hate myself!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I hate skin sensitive, when the skin red red, others people will look at you like a monster. I hope few hours later my skin will recover normal, because I got tuition class at 5pm today, how can I go tuition with my weird skin?

I felt so sorry to one of my friend, yesterday night we decided this morning he come my house fetch me and we will take breakfast together, but when he is on the way to my house, I called him and ask him not need to come, I felt so sorry U_U

argggggggggggggggg help me please! :(