I think I should appreciate what I having now, as I always complain, I'm sorry about that, because I just hope my life can get better.
Today I heard my friends saying one of a human, they like.. complaining.. or.. I don't know, they said lots bad thing about the human. I never join in their conversation, I just sitting at the place that I was sitting, and listen what they said about the human.
I think I'm lucky enough. Yesterday I saying my friends don't like me, but I felt the human is worse than me. The human friends don't like him/her, just because they pity him/her or something ignore him/her as a friend only.
After I heard their conversation, I found that I'm lucky than him/her, my friends will angry me and let me feel it by myself that I did wrong things or what.
But the human friends never, they never let the human know what's wrong with him/her. I think the human wont change at all because he/she dooesn't have friends that concern about him/her and want him/her to be better.
I found that I'm lucky, since I still got friends who concern me and love me, they will help me, give me time to change, give me chance, or let me their ears. I still have true friends not like the human. XD
Actually I'm not really in the good mood today, I think not much people know what's my feeling. emmmm.. is ok for me I think. Don't worry (:
